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Friday, April 03, 2009
Yesterday and today i heard 2 good news!
My sis got into the US 2nd best Grad school!
& my bro's team was awarded US$1 000 000 as research fund!
Even though these are such great news...
But I'm at the end of the string... ...
I feel SO pressurised and stressed!
My sis and bro are so clever and smart...
While I'm just average... ...
I'm really really worried I'm not up to mark...
That both my sis and bro have done my parents proud...
While I'm just... average...
So afraid that i can't pass the TOEFL test...
So afraid that i can't get into VJC in which was my siblings' previous school.
That i won't be able to go Texas or go into the same school as them
So afraid I'll disappoint my parents...
I didn't get into Anglican High,
I'm not even in higher Mother Tongue
I didn't get as many As as my siblings,
I'm not as hardworking as them,
I'm not as clever too...
And there's SYF, O levels, tough competition...etc.
All these things just rushed into my life altogether!
ARGH!
I heard from my mum that they scored 300+/400 for the TOEFL test...
Like... WTH! So freaking smart...
What about me? nothing compared to them...Worried and Stressed!
August
Take a small step back...
Walk a little slower...
Take a look around & You might just see that the life you're living now
is already the best that you'll ever wish to have♥
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