remember to breathe!♥
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Today just gotten my Prelims result slip!
I think I did ok this time... But!
Still not good enough!
Actually... come to think of it! I wasn't good at all!
Really need to buck up!
Stupid English got C6!
URGH! But! Hey! I've got Aces!
Lol! I'm happy enough!
But marks! Not good enough!
Anyways! have been studying until like 9pm at the library these few days!
Today I was really restless!
No energy, not hyper anymore!
URGH! Where's my COFFEE! *Growl!*
Anyways! There's something wrong with my L1R5 & L1R4!
Only after adding every single thing!
Even my CCA! I can get my L1R5! Sure got problem!
But I've already asked my teacher about it!
So... should be fine...
On Friday going eat Seoul Garden!
HAHA! Actually suppose to go with other friends!
But hey! It's ok! It's time I made memories with other friends haha!
Gonna take photos of them eating!♥
Gonna bring them to Texas!♥
I'm really tired mentally but hyper physically!
Oh well! Shall do some more work & see how I feel about sleeping later!
byebye!♥
August
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
These few days damn a lot of retarded things happen!♥
First! I had to lent Shu Xian my uniform!
She looked over-sized! Damn funny haha!
Second! We agreed to go Seoul Garden on Friday!
It'll cost each of us like... 12 bucks?
Lol!
Third! Today went for tuition!
At Tampines! It was like so remote! Lol!
Then! Cause my phone no batt!
Then My parents think what happen to me haha!
Guess what?! They went to find me! haha!
Four! The trip back to home was even more retarded!
Here's part of the conversation translated to English to my best ability!
At first we were talking about something else! then it became like this!
Dad: What's 2+2?
Mum: That's my business!
Me: HAHA! Mum! You go school then the teacher ask you a maths question! You're gonna answer her 'That's my Business?' HAHA!
Mum: Yes! It's my business! The answer can be whatever I like!
LMAO! I was thinking to myself!
If can do that wouldn't it be nice?
hmm...
Teacher: What's the answer to this question, Wen Yu?
Me: That's my problem! Not yours!
LOL! Sure get into trouble! LMAO!
Anyways! I bet the rest of the week would be just as retarded!
Hmm... I think I'll need a lot of paper to write all the happenings this week!
LOL! What can I say? I'm enjoying life right now!♥
August
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Today's Agenda!
Laugh myself silly~!
August
Yesterday after school went to study with Bi Xiang!
I arrived at like 2! Was late!
But anyways! I studied for 2 hours + until Bi Xiang finally decided to show up!
I can't believe they took 2 hours to cook a meal!
& it wasn't cooked by them! -.-
Anyways! I woke up at like 6.30am!
I was so tired!
Arrived at my destination at about 8am?
The test only started at 9am!
TOFEL wasn't as easy as some idiots said!
They said it was simple is He IS & He AM!
WTF?! It so wasn't!
That's just a whole lot of bullshit!
It was about comprehension, oral, listening!
Almost like normal exams just more restricted in time!
But it ended almost 4 hours later!
I's so afraid I won't do well!
But it's all over! So not much use thinking about it!
I'll just pray hard!
August
Friday, September 25, 2009
Today got back the rest of SS results!
&! Biology!
SS SEQ I got like 17?!
So added together with history!
Only like 64/100?!
1 mark to B3! Like WTH?!
Was pissed!
Then! Got scolded by Ms Leung because of the big fat O I got!
So sad! D:
IF added that will be 69/100!
1 mark to A2!
GRR! But haiz... whatever la!
But luckily! I finally got an A!♥
For Biology! Lol!
Lucky! Or else I'll be damn sad!
But it's not good enough!
But it's over anyways! No use grieving over it!
Waiting for Prelims result to be released!
&! Tmr morning going to take my TOFEL test!
Hope I'll do well! People keep saying it's easy but I'm still scared!
Mum says that if I submit all the application to ACC on time,
Most likely will get in! But I'm still scared!
Grr! Later if have oral I stumble how? URGH!
Cannot think some more le!
If think some more tmr will stumble even more!
Must do well! My only chance le!
JIA YOU!♥
August
Thursday, September 24, 2009
More sucky results!
URGH!
Here goes nth!:
A maths Paper 1!
We have one missing set!
So right now it's 30/56
converted is only 53.6/100!
I'm SO DEAD!
A maths Paper 2!
Have one missing set as well!
now is 57.5/80
converted is 71.9/100!
CANNOT GET A1!
The missing set is like shit!
Seriously! Like shit!
&! So was Paper 1 as evidence from the above!
Don't even think about A1! Maybe even B3 also cannot! DIE!
SO~! In conclusion! A Maths was like SHIT!
Chemistry!
Without MCQ!
now is 51/80
converted is 63.8/100!
ALSO DIE! Practical was shit!
Social Studies!
Only SBQ!
now is 13/25!
I could have gotten 18!!!
5 marks!
& do you know how I lost it?!
Because I didn't write!
'Thus in conclusion, the source is useful to only a small extent as it is unreliable!'
These 16 words worth 5 marks!
It wrote there! L5/5 & a HUGE O!
wtf! I was damn pissed! I'll rather they never write there L5/5!
SUCK! Some more got a good there then a O!
Cheat my feeling! Damn angry!
SO! Overall! My Prelims was down-right!
SHIT! Junk! Faeces! Crap! Nonsense!
But! I have friends that did better than me!
&! No I'm not jealous!
&! No I'm not angry!
But yes! I'm happy for them!
To see them getting good marks!
Make me proud of them!
Hope they can keep it up & get really good marks!
Cause I hate people who get jealous of other people's marks!
&! Can't stand how others can do better than them!
I'm not gonna be one of them!
Not Now! Not Ever!
Thus! I'm happy for my friends!
SHU XIAN! Jia You!
Jwei! Jia You! I believe you'll totally Ace O Level!
& guess what? I don't care who sees my results!
I know it suck but guess what? It's all over! too bad! Lol!
August
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Chem&Physics practical was practically! screwed up!
Anyways! Everything is over!
Except O levels that is!
Today got back my English, History & half my E maths marks!
I just passed my English! Like wth!
I got 52.6/100! D:
My History was pleasant! But it was ok!
I got 34/50!
But that would mean in order to get A1 I need like 41/50 for SS!
If I get that I CRAZY ar! I think even 30/50 also cannot lor!
My E maths paper 1 was ok too!
I got 61/80! I hope I do well for my paper 2!
So that I can get my A!
&! Because of My History! A classmate called me gay!
Then my friend said! :' Yes you are gay! You are very happy right? So you're gay!'
&! that got me thinking this question! Actually! It's more of a series of questions!
Here it is! A bombard of questions!
Why are gays called gays is it because they are very gay so they are called gays or is it because they are so gay to be gays so they are called gays or maybe it's because they are more gay than other people so they are called gays! Then why ain't les called gays? Ain't they gay to be les? OR is it simply because they are not gay enough to be called gays?
August
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Yesterday night was suppose to go tuition!
But Jwei invited Mark, Shu Xian & Me to a country club dinner!♥
It was actually pretty fun! haha!
Anyways! Shu Xian & Me arrived early!
We were on the bus at like 5.50pm?
When stupid Jwei sms us that there was a dress code & It was formal!
I felt like a complete moron!
I was dressed like bloody punk?!
I was wearing a Flesh Imp shirt! It was hot pink&black!
There was skulls& grenade on it!
I was wearing jeans&converse shoe!
Like wthell right? Wear like this to a formal dinner!
Totally felt like a moron!
& We had like what? A cup of cappuccino&bread with us?!
OOO! Also! I bought a 99% cocoa chocolate!
For some reason I felt like eating smt bitter yesterday! XD
But let me tell you! Coffee&99% cocoa chocolate is heaven!♥
We freaking laughed all the way from on the bus until we met them at the place!
I laugh until I had stomach ache! LOL!
But it was fun! Since Jwei said that It would be boring if we didn't go!
So hey! Why not I add a little spice to the place you know?!
By wearing like that to the dinner -.-
But I didn't know!
Hey! & we drank red wine!♥
It was nice! But my face went damn red!
But I swear! I .WASN'T.DRUNK!
&! The person allowed us to drink so... yea... haha!
Hey! I can't help it if my skin is thin ok?!
So... yea... But it was fun!
We played a little billiard before the whole thing started!
The table was like damn low compared to the ones in E!hub
But guess what? Shu Xian & I played better there!
The ball can go like damn far with just a little force haha!
& we won twice by default cause they hit 8 in Lol!
& I reached home at like 11+? Finish showering in COLD water at 12?
There was no way I can fall asleep!
I drank like a total of 2.5 cups of Coffee & 3 small cups of chinese tea!
But I went to bed at 12.45am!
& laid on my bed until 1.15am looking out the window!
But I had to sleep cause I woke up at like 7.45am this morning?
To play tennis haha!
But today's game was fantastic!♥
I'm starting to really learn from my mistakes!
But I got 3 blisters in the end!
It was worth it though~!
Really gonna miss playing tennis when I get to Texas...
Happy Thoughts~!
Anyways the dinner is definitely smt to remember when I go to Texas!
From now! I must collect a lot a lot a lot of memory with all my friends!
&! THANKS FOR INVITING US JWEI!
& I'm in love with a new song!♥
I just happened to listen to it on the TV!
It's not really new but!
The singer's voice was so captivating!
I had to change my blog song! haha!
So until now~!
I have been repeating the song& singing along!
Moonlight in your hair of gold & starlight in your eyes of blue~!
LOL!
August
Friday, September 18, 2009
YAY! Tomorrow night have plans! haha!
Going out with my friends!
Another memory that I'll cherish when I go to Texas...
I'm happy about that...
But sad about going to Texas...
Yes, It's a lifetime's opportunity to get a step closer to my Dream!
But it's just so heart-breaking to leave all these behind!
My friends, the house I've loved!
Even though I'll be reunited with my Siblings...
But this heartache is so much harder to suppress...
I've been having this dream for days... maybe even 1 or 2 weeks...
I'm at the airport... with all my friends!
My beloved primary school friends! My current friends! & my parents!
I'm saying my last goodbyes to my friends... hugging all of them...
Fighting away tears...
Then I walk towards the departure while feeling the pain devour my heart.
& every time this dream repeats itself,
the pain just becomes harder & harder to cope!
It's like déjà vu all over again & again & again!
So sick of it! But it's as if it's trying to help me get used to the scene...
Great... I'm having a headache now...
But, I'll make the full use of my time left with my friends!
I don't know when I'll see them again...
Thinking about this just tears me from inside!
Now I know why tears & tears are the same!
They usually happen at the same time!
Anyways! happy thoughts!
I'm thinking of doing something special for every single one of my close friends!
I'm not going to say who so it'll be a special surprise!
No matter what I hope all of them will like it!
I'm so excited about tomorrow!
It's gonna be a super night! &! I'll be receiving our class photo!
Gonna ask every one of my classmates to sign them!
It'll be one of my most precious possessions when I go to Texas!
I'm thinking of many unique ways to keep them close to me!
OK! This post is getting too long! I'll stop here! :D
Will totally miss all of you! Love all of you!♥
August
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Screw A maths
Screw Biology MCQ
Screw E maths
Pretty much Screw Prelims!
Screw Texas for having to drag? me there!
Screw everything right now!
Screw it!
Reminder to myself!:
Breathe!
August
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Prelims are still on-going!
My Chemistry Paper 2 was pretty ok...
It was fairly easy this time...
I really hope i can get good grades this time!
Prelim just means so much to me...
Actually more of to the school in Texas!
Biology Paper 2 today was fine as well!
Oh yea! I went to school on Monday,
not knowing that I have a E maths Prelim to sit for!
How great is that?! I mean seriously!
How can I be so stupid!
But whatever! My E maths is screwed anyways!
For some weird reason I can't do E maths while I can do A maths!
Oh well! Ah! yes! Today I had my A maths paper as well!
It was... screwed...
I didn't have enough time!
It was bad! The graph was... bleh!
Anyways! It's all over! At least that paper is!
Tmr I'm having Physics & E maths!
I'm finishing Physics soon & nth on E maths!
I guess I'll just study it briefly tmr morning!
Can't really bother with E maths!
I really don't want to fail A maths!
I've never failed a major A maths exam before!
& PLEASE! Don't let Prelims be the first one!
I need these scores! Urgh!
& even worse news! I don't think I'm getting my A for Bio!
Unless... I do well for my MCQ & my SPA!
Pray hard! OK! I shall get back to work!
&! I love this song! Exceptional haha!
Wanted to put the Chinese song but I guess it's not fated haha!
Couldn't find it! Wanted to put a really cool song too!
But my Blog skin doesn't suit!
If I change my blog skin I'll put that song!
Before I forget! My scale!
Chemistry: 3.5
Biology: 2.5-3
E Maths: 2?
A Maths: 1.5?
Like I said! Screwed! Nights! zzzZZZ ♥
August
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Haven't blogged for a REALLY long time!
That's cause of Prelims!
I have finished my English, Chinese & Humanities Paper!
Woohoo~!
Here's the scale of how i felt about the paper!
1: very good! 5: Very BAD!
English: 3!
Chinese: 4!
Humanities:2!
Chinese was crazy! One of the Hardest Paper I have ever done!
Anyways! My friends are planning a surprise for me!
Cause I'm leaving Singapore at the end of the year! D:
&! They won't tell me! stupid... but perhaps it's better that way!
Anyways! I'm already thinking of what to do after Os!
Stupid right? Prelims are going on & I'm thinking of how to play!
Lol!
OK! Here's the partial List! :P
1. Ice-Skating ♥
2. Beach
3. K-Box ♥
4. (If possible) Go See JK they'all Jam!
5. POOL!
6. Swim!
7. Shopping! At least go walk walk Lol!
8. Take LOTS of photos!
There's more! Don't worry just that I can't think of them yet!
Will update!:D
Sad news! I just asked my Mum when would we be leaving Singapore!
She says right after I have finished everything!
& everything meaning?
If she means me having fun! It'll take forever!
If it means Gala! It's like November 20th!
That means! No time for Play!!!! NOOOO~!
Can't let that happen!
Buuut... what can I do if that's the case? D:
I still wanna go out with all my friends before I go!
Wanna go take lots & lots of photos!
Make them into an Album & bring it with me there!
Hope they'll be good to me & let me stay a little longer!
August
Take a small step back...
Walk a little slower...
Take a look around & You might just see that the life you're living now
is already the best that you'll ever wish to have♥
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