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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Haven't been blogging these few days!
Been studying in School until 9pm!
So when I got home, I'm too tired to blog!
Haha! Anyways! Still waiting for my TOFEL exam results to be MAILED to me!
However! I've checked the website and I saw my score!
I got 103/120. My Speaking was rated fair!
So sad! Anyways! I'm actually happy enough with my score!♥
Accurately! I scored 85.8/100.
But my Siblings scored about 90/100 for their previous TOFEL test!
I guess I'm just the Not-So-Smart child in my family haha!
But I realized I'm totally the most pampered!
Anyways! Even though I've been studying in School...
I don't feel the sense of urgency!
I think I'm so dead!
How can I not feel ANY sense of urgency at all!
While people can practically count the number of days to National Exams with their fingers!
Urgh! That's what I hate most!
When people are working so hard! I can't seem to find motivation!
There's no school tmr! YAY!
But I'm going to study again!
Tmr morning! I'm going to the beach with my family!
Haven't exercised in so long!
I feel ultra-sinful!
Been eating so much!
Can't put on any more weight!
If not I'm like so dead! XD
Been so bored that I've listed out everything I MUST do after Exams in DETAILS!
I don't care! MUST go/do these things!
MUST create beautiful memories with friends!
MUST take lots of photos!
But before that! MUST do well for Os!
& guess what? Up til now! I haven't found my ultimate motivation!
*SEARCHING-IN-PROCESS*
I've been searching since primary school & still haven't found it!
I feel so empty! D:
Felt very down today! For some unknown reason!
Wasn't very friendly today! D:
Man! I really need to learn anger management! D:
But at least today I've settle one thing! TOFEL! haha!
Feel kinda light now!
Hope tmr will be a great day!:D
August
Take a small step back...
Walk a little slower...
Take a look around & You might just see that the life you're living now
is already the best that you'll ever wish to have♥
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