remember to breathe!♥
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Haiz... so saddening...
My sis not coming to singapore le...
Stupid SWINE flu!!!
Because of the strict checks... once you are examined to have fever
You won't be able to land!
As in really land! in singapore!
haiz... and my sis don't wanna take the risk so not coming le...
Haiz... SO SAD!!!
I was so freaking excited and now I'm freaking disappointed...
Haiz... no more motivation
I wonder how i can manage to study the remaining subjects...
But... i rather my sis is safe than sorry
Guess I'll have to wait for the next time!Disappointed...
August
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Today nothing very special...
However, today i had SS lesson after school with my teacher
At MACDONALD with a few more friends.
We went through another essay...
We had many laughs though...
Stupid Adriel started making actions of throwing a baby up and down!
Stupid Chan Junwei keeps talking about Pokemon...
AND freaking irritating keep calling me 'When You' Damn it sia...
Damn irritated! CHAN JUN WEI!
If you see this post! Let me tell you!
You're freaking irritating haha! XD
And at Mac we saw many students there haha!
And Ms leong called them to where we sitting and sorta talked to them...
haha! So funny sia... and they kept looking at us until they left haha!
Nothing else already i think... haha!
OH YEA! My sis told me that she'll be in Singapore for 3 weeks! YAY!
Ok... i shall go study SS! OMG!
So many essay but I'll work hard! JIA YOU!JIA YOU!
August
Monday, April 27, 2009
Haha i was skullcandy when I went to Suntec to celebrate a friend's birthday!I fell totally in love! I even went to the website and checked it out!
I found some really nice things!
Here are the pictures!:
Skullcandy bag!(US$119.95)
Lime smokin' Bud! (S$49.90+)
Skullcandy Necklace!(US$9.95)
Pink Somkin' Bud!(S$39.90+)
So nice right?!
But! Even if i do have the money!
I'm so not going to buy for myself!
It's so expensive!!! Plus! I'm trying to safe money haha!
But I still think of it!!! HAHA!
Oh well! I shall try my best and concentrate on mid years! ^_^concentration concentration this is a game of concentration XD
August
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I hereby announce:
that i had a great time celebrating ADRIEL'S B'DAE!
sorry adriel! i can't dedicate this post to you!
For more information pls visit shu xian's blog!
LOLS
OK! back to business!
I received the best news EVER!!!
My sis is coming to SINGAPORE!!!
IN 2 MONTHS TIME!!!
I miss her so much! I haven't seen her in ages!
However... we might end up quarreling haha
that is how weird we are!><;
We get along fine online! but once we see face to face...
KABOOM! big fight! haha
I guess that's our way of greeting each other :p
but i really do miss her! I want to go shopping with her!
Eat breakfast lunch dinner with her!
Want to exercise! Do all sister things together haha!
Even though i always answer that I don't feel lonely at all
Whenever people ask me don't I feel lonely with all my siblings away?
Well... i don't feel lonely but... just like a portion of me was taken away...
Somewhere in my heart, there's a piece missing...
BUT! I'm really glad she can come to Singapore!
I'm really excited! Whenever we're online we can chat about everything!
My problems, My studies, Her Studies... and Bro's Studies!
We talk about everything we know!
Haha speaking of the devil! My sis is online!
Well! I shall stop here then haha! Leave you people to think!
I'm gonna chat with my sis again!:P
Bye! And ADRIEL!!! Happy birthday again! Excited sister!<3
August
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Since today is Adriel's Birthday!
And I promised him I'll blog a post just for him!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIEL!!!
Sorry i didn't give you a birthday card today!
But I'll give it to you on Friday!
Promise!:D
I shall sing you a birthday song here!
*cough cough*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ADRIEL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
*cheer!*
Don't say i lame ok? I'm just a little retarded on the edges but I'm fine:D
OH YEA! I also need to say bout goh jun wei here... ...
He asked me to... haha!
Goh jun wei keep saying 'Transformer' these few days...
I don't think he's alright... even though he said he was...
haha! OH yea! OMG! Tmr is my SYF!!!
I'm so nervous! So scared... I'll sing the wrong notes...
I'll try my best anyways and have a confidence boost before that!
JIA YOU!!! Hope we can at least get a silver! JIA YOU!JIA YOU!!!
August
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Today i just stupidly realized that midyear starts next week!
Stupid... summary test just finished and midyear is here...
Haiz... feeling the stupid pressure haha.
Today our conductor talked to us about SYF...
Which is 1 DAY AWAY!!! AHHH!!!
She said that the judges are even more strict than before!
Perfect pitching, harmony and expression must be there...
In order to get gold! I don't think we'll be able to make it.
BUT! I will give it all my best!
She said that the Silver in the previous SYF is this year's bronze...
And the previous gold is this year's Silver.
I just hope that we can at least maintain Silver or even get gold!
And! Mr Surine came and gave us a talk about our SYF as well...
He said that he would be there when we have our SYF.
Hope he can keep this promise! I hope we don't disappoint anyone...
And tmr i have AMATHS TEST!
Chapter 14-17! Surely die one haha!
And i can't believe i might fail my vectors test!
Vectors is like... freaking easy but i blank out during the test haha
I don't even remember how to freaking get a column vector haha!
Totally screwed! but i will continue to work hard!
ooo... Today's post is so long lols.
Well i shall stop here then:D
See you next time blog!Disappointing!
August
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Today in the morning had Chinese lesson in school!
It was ok at first until Teacher said something about China...
And then my fren pointed at me and said ' from China'.
I am so freaking pissed!
How can he not know the freaking difference between China and Taiwan?!
URGH!!!! So FREAKING ANGRY!
Some more is not anyone but is a fren!
How can he say that?! so freaking pissed... ...
Can believe it man! DAMN IT!
*sigh* and today the choir was so disappointing
Alto 2s! First time after so long then have a mistake!
Some more is damn big mistake! So sad...
But i believe we'll get it right!Still pissed!
August
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Nothing is going well today...
More stress is building up that is suffocating me...
Can't do well for even Chinese which EVERYONE expects me to do well.
And i do mean EVERY FREAKING PERSON I FREAKING KNOW!
So stressed...
Tmr Bio SPA, Chinese compo test.
And still have stupid speech day...
Have... Chinese O lvl and Bio SPA during june i think...
And then... is Prelim then is O lvl
Then! is TOEFL test...
AND before that... need to do damn well for O lvl
So that can get into VJC...
This is so freaking pressurising!
I think I'm going to suffocate soon...
Trying my best to listen in every class...
no matter how boring it is...
Try not to get angry at teachers... even if they scold us...
Trying to study for tests that i hate so much...Girl with a Dream that seems impossible to Achieve
August
Saturday, April 04, 2009
YAY! I just finished my weekly tennis game with my mum!
Like i said Dad's not in Singapore but yay! he's coming back tmr:D
Today i had the best game of tennis ever!
After so long I finally found MY point!
Today most of the hits were in! YAY!
Mum said i improved! lucky me:D
Like this i can tell my dad i actually improved while he was away haha
lols yesterday just had a little quarrel with mum
And now I'm so happy haha I think i'm going crazy lols
Oh yea! And while playing tennis we saw a pink& orange butterfly
I think it's a good sign ;D I'll see how the day goes:DOn the HIGH!!!
August
Friday, April 03, 2009
Yesterday and today i heard 2 good news!
My sis got into the US 2nd best Grad school!
& my bro's team was awarded US$1 000 000 as research fund!
Even though these are such great news...
But I'm at the end of the string... ...
I feel SO pressurised and stressed!
My sis and bro are so clever and smart...
While I'm just average... ...
I'm really really worried I'm not up to mark...
That both my sis and bro have done my parents proud...
While I'm just... average...
So afraid that i can't pass the TOEFL test...
So afraid that i can't get into VJC in which was my siblings' previous school.
That i won't be able to go Texas or go into the same school as them
So afraid I'll disappoint my parents...
I didn't get into Anglican High,
I'm not even in higher Mother Tongue
I didn't get as many As as my siblings,
I'm not as hardworking as them,
I'm not as clever too...
And there's SYF, O levels, tough competition...etc.
All these things just rushed into my life altogether!
ARGH!
I heard from my mum that they scored 300+/400 for the TOEFL test...
Like... WTH! So freaking smart...
What about me? nothing compared to them...Worried and Stressed!
August
Take a small step back...
Walk a little slower...
Take a look around & You might just see that the life you're living now
is already the best that you'll ever wish to have♥
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