remember to breathe!♥
Friday, October 30, 2009
English was 3/4 nonsensical!
The compo topics was out of sort!
The comprehension question was comprehensible,
But the summary was crazy!
E Maths was alright...
A maths is totally screwed!
The paper was way harder compared to previous YEARS!
Not just one year!
But YEARS!
Forget about an A for me!
Maybe can forget about a B also!
Totally sucks!
But that makes me, for the first time, feel glad that I'm going overseas...
I've been thinking quite a lot lately...
About life, About Friends, About gala!
HAHA! & my list of things to do just goes on and on like there's no end!
Still gonna work hard for my others subjects!
Just like I promised my Brother!
I'll do the best I can to my abilities!
I'm really looking forward to my first sight of Texas!
Even though I would only be able to stay in Taiwan for about 2 weeks this time!
But being able to celebrate Christmas with the entire family again makes up for it!
Really miss bro and sis!
Even though we always quarrel but hey!
It's better than having myself doze off and stare into space!
Been thinking A LOT about friends...
Emotions fluctuating and all!
But no biggie!
These things happen right?...right?
Hmm... anyways!
Still loving Jason Mraz songs haha!
I LOVE! You and I both!
Even copied the lyrics for fun ahah!
So many things I wanna say but too little time!
Been pondering over whether to say them or not...
But hey! wtheck!
What's meant to be is be!
So... I don't care now!
Just wanna treasure the time I have with my friends!
Yesterday I just realised that I don't agree with the term:
Two wrongs doesn't make a right!
According to this statement!
I've done so many things wrong,
thus my life shouldn't be right!
However! It has never been so right before! haha!
Despite not studying hard enough for both PSLE and also during sec 2!
I still have great friends!
The ones that make me laugh,
the ones I can say anything to,
the ones I know I belong to!
SO! Since my life is still right after doing more than 2 wrongs!
How is 2 wrongs not a right?
Unless you're saying many many wrongs make a right!
Then that's wrong too!
Robbing people over and over doesn't make a right either!
HAHA! I'm just too bored!
Now I shall study my Social Studies!
byebye for now!
August
Sunday, October 25, 2009
The main thing today was going to make my contact lens!
Today went to bedok for the check-up!
I'm getting a hard lens contact!♥
It was damn ex!
It's 450 bucks but it's for 5 years!
Long enough haha!
When I wear it was damn WEIRD!
My left eye hurt like crazy!
Cause the lens didn't fit well!
My right had no problem!
My eyes teared like crazy!
Like seriously!
My mum got a shock haha!
She seemed to be in more pain than me!
It was so funny!
My mum thought something was wrong when I kept blinking my eyes!
The person said that I'll get it in about a week!
Can't wait but nervous too!
OOO! I tried to take the lens out using this suction thingy!
It's really small! It's blue!
I just stick this thingy to my lens and take it out!
I was so relieved!
But he said that I still have to learn how to take it out MANUALLY! D:
But I still can't really look up or shift my eyes left and right quickly!
I felt it shift!
Now I know how Shu Xian feels!
But hard contact is way smaller than soft contact!
So fun! but pain!
Hey! No pain no gain right?
Anyways! I'm still in love with Jason Mraz songs!
They are just so captivating!
In love with:
Try Try Try!♥
I'm Yours!♥
You and I both!♥
On Love, In sadness!♥
Lucky!♥
&! The Dynamo of Volition!♥
The Dynamo of Volition is such a fast song I'm amazed! Lol!
Btw! Tmr's English O level paper!
Hope it'll be easy! Going to bed now!
Wish me good luck!♥
Wish all candidates good luck!♥
August
Friday, October 23, 2009
I hate rushing!
I hate the bustling city!
I LOVE the slow moving river!♥
I LOVE calm lakes!♥
I LOVE slow falling flakes!♥
I LOVE the soft wind in my face!♥
I hate stress!
I hate taking life so seriously!
The above are the reasons I fell in love with this song!♥
Try Try Try By Jason Mraz!
His voice is so smoothing!
The melody is so mesmerizing!
The tune is so light!♥
It totally changed my mood!
I LOVE IT! ♥
Here's the lyrics!♥:
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react
sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses
i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies
if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me
Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way
Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love♥ and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons why
We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe
We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
if we could try, just to be nice
Oh that could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
that could be so beautiful to me
August
Friday, October 16, 2009
Yay! Finally graduated!The speech was really long~!But We had lots of fun taking photos!Even though the graduating gown was hideous!We still wore it for the fun of it Lol!All of us looked like angels LMAO!But it was fun!The most funny thing was!Shu Xian, Adriel, Zhe Rui, Zhe Sheng, JK & I was suppose to just take a group photo!Then! People started adding in!Then it turned out to be a class photo LMAO!But it was like so fun!We practically screamed our lungs out before everyone settled down and took photos!Lol! I'll definitely miss all of them!Every single one of them!After this session of photos!The next one would be at gala!Can't wait!♥ :)
August
Thursday, October 15, 2009
This morning didn't start well at all!
Well except the fact that my Bro passed his PhD test!
He had an unconditional pass. The best!
I'm so proud of him!♥
Anyways! The rest of the day was alright though!
Did some studying at Macs...
then cause of stupid TOFEL score thingy
had to go home!
But now I feel very light!
Feel so relaxed and happy for no reason haha!
I feel just like this!♥
Feel so light...
Feel so happy...
Feel so blissful...
Feel so sweet...
I don't know why...
Somehow... It feels like... I'm in love... Lol!
That was random...
But I wonder if love is what I'm feeling now...
In love with life?
Or...
I can't seem to find words to describe this feeling...
So hard to describe...
Maybe I'm just happy to be alive!♥
To be able to feel, smell, taste, see & touch!♥
To feel the soft touch of the rain as it pours down on me!♥
& the warmth of the Sun as it bask down on me!♥
It makes me want to go to the beach & walk barefooted on the beach!♥
See! I feel so hearty today! Lols!♥
August
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Haven't been blogging these few days!
Been studying in School until 9pm!
So when I got home, I'm too tired to blog!
Haha! Anyways! Still waiting for my TOFEL exam results to be MAILED to me!
However! I've checked the website and I saw my score!
I got 103/120. My Speaking was rated fair!
So sad! Anyways! I'm actually happy enough with my score!♥
Accurately! I scored 85.8/100.
But my Siblings scored about 90/100 for their previous TOFEL test!
I guess I'm just the Not-So-Smart child in my family haha!
But I realized I'm totally the most pampered!
Anyways! Even though I've been studying in School...
I don't feel the sense of urgency!
I think I'm so dead!
How can I not feel ANY sense of urgency at all!
While people can practically count the number of days to National Exams with their fingers!
Urgh! That's what I hate most!
When people are working so hard! I can't seem to find motivation!
There's no school tmr! YAY!
But I'm going to study again!
Tmr morning! I'm going to the beach with my family!
Haven't exercised in so long!
I feel ultra-sinful!
Been eating so much!
Can't put on any more weight!
If not I'm like so dead! XD
Been so bored that I've listed out everything I MUST do after Exams in DETAILS!
I don't care! MUST go/do these things!
MUST create beautiful memories with friends!
MUST take lots of photos!
But before that! MUST do well for Os!
& guess what? Up til now! I haven't found my ultimate motivation!
*SEARCHING-IN-PROCESS*
I've been searching since primary school & still haven't found it!
I feel so empty! D:
Felt very down today! For some unknown reason!
Wasn't very friendly today! D:
Man! I really need to learn anger management! D:
But at least today I've settle one thing! TOFEL! haha!
Feel kinda light now!
Hope tmr will be a great day!:D
August
Sunday, October 11, 2009
What happened to my hair?!
My Mum.
That's what happened.
My mum got bored and started to braid my hair!
Why is everyone so freaking obsessed with plaits right now?!
But! Mine is definitely nicer!
You know why?
Cause I have 7 plaits instead of 2!
LMAO! I've always wanted to try the American way of plaits!
Sadly! My mum can only do 7 LMAO!
Showed Shu Xian and she said it was GODLY!
If you people wanna see plaits! Look carefully!
This is what I call plaits!
This is not just hair! This is not just style!
This is personality&attitude!
BEAT THAT! Lol!
LMAO!
Anyways! Here's an inside!
LMAO! And! No!
I'm not gonna show my face up here!
Too bad!
Anyways! Yesterday went to the library to study!
I saw some weird things yesterday!
I actually saw a maid carrying 2 bags for 2 girls!
They are like... aged 6 and aged 13?
About there...
But are you kidding me?
What? They don't have shoulders for that?
Then what? Maids have to help you freaking switch the channels?!
Or even feed you?!
Pampered kids everywhere right now!
What's worse?
There were these 2 girls my age sitting next to us.
But they needed their parents to actually go to the library
& help them reserve seats!
Huge joke isn't it?
Man... I sure worry for Singapore's future!
So Singapore's Future is gonna be filled with these Spoiled Brads?!
Good luck to Singapore!
August
Friday, October 02, 2009
Today went to Seoul Garden with Friends!
My Beloved Friends!♥Took some photos!♥
This is the dessert me and Shu Xian ate!
Mixed berries Ice-Cream! It was so nice!
The cherry was so nice!♥
Haha! took a photo without he knowing!
He's so shy! LOL!
The Brothers!
Actually Zhe Rui couldn't go! I was like!
'So hard to get two twin brothers to have lunch together?!'
Haha! But he went! So happy! haha!
Adriel! Also don't know we took haha!
They blind! XD
This is the first shot! So hard to take! ><
HAHA! But it was so thrilling! Lol!JK was suppose to be here! So sad!
But have already made a promise that we'll go again!
Lol! I didn't take a lot of photos!
Too busying eating! Me & Jun Wei was the one cooking
Lol! But we took two table!
Table 1: Adriel, Zhe Rui, Zhe Sheng
Table 2: Me!, Shu Xian!, Jun Wei!♥
&! Our names are RED because It's my table!
HAHA!
Finally there's something I did with them to bring to Texas!♥
Can't wait until after Os & We'll party our hearts out!♥
Shop til our legs fall off!♥
Play til our hands ache like crap!♥
Have so much Fun&Laughter til my gut burst!♥
Take so many photos til even millions of albums won't be able to contain them all!♥
So happy right now!
Don't care whether I'm leaving or not!
Just wanna spent as much time with my friends!
When the time comes, then I'll think about it!
So why waste time fretting over it?
Have fun&Just be happy!♥
&! My Friends are gonna help me!♥
LOVE'EM SO!♥
August
Take a small step back...
Walk a little slower...
Take a look around & You might just see that the life you're living now
is already the best that you'll ever wish to have♥
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