Just Breathe

2nd Half of Summer

2010-07-10T23:35:00.003-05:00

My first half of Summer is finally over!
End of Texas Government class! YAY!
It wasn't as bad as I thought due to an awesome professor (:
Anyways! Been really busy lately and lazy to blog!
But because I don't feel like doing homework but want to do something else!
I decided to blog (:

A lot has happened both good and bad!
I can only think of the bad ones right now...
but everything is solved and I'm always happy afterward so no biggie!

Next week I'll be really really busy!
I have 2 tests going on!
I want to do a lot of other things!
Let's see...
There's 1...2...3...4...
I want to get 4 things done besides my 2 test in which I want to Ace!
I'm crazy I know!

But I really want to do all these things...
and I was so frustrated, upset and disappointed but relieved on the same day a few days ago!
Complicated I KNOW!
Can't help it... I even went into a small melt down mode...
I always do that when people try to comfort me...
Urgh! I have to get rid of that habit!
It's so embarrassing!

Even though next week's going to be a hell of a week
I'm looking forward to it...
I seem to be pushing my limits over and over again...
But it feels great to know what I can accomplish

Oh! & even though I'm not a big fan of soccer!
I'm going to a friend's house to watch the Final match with a whole bunch of friends!
I'm so excited!
The people here are so nice and friendly!
I'm getting so many hugs and I'm starting to like getting hugs hehe!

Used to find it awkward but I'm really starting to like getting them...
I think sleep's getting to me haha!
Oh well! I shall stop here!

Feels nice to blog again (:

Finally after a long wait...

2010-05-29T18:40:00.004-05:00

June 1st and I'm going to be off to school again!
After 2 weeks of pure boredom,
I think I'll rather head back to school
and do something with my life!

Read a book and even made myself a bookmark!
It's pretty good!
Been shopping too much til my feet hurt
And finally uploaded all my photos including my childhood photos!

Can't believe how much I changed!
Used to be so cute... *sigh*
haha! And finally decided to revive this blog after a long slumber!

I think I'm starting to really enjoy my life here!
My new unannounced drama has passed and left me free to fly!
And my new semester is waiting anxiously to start with a run!

& of course with my cat, Touma, getting more and more adorable as days pass ♥
With just 11 days more before my parents leave and 18 days for my sister's leave,
we are still waiting for the sorrow to cover and drown us.
However, nothing can make me sad these days...
I'm just too perky for that!♥

2010 is going so fast that I'm sure I'll be soon visiting my friends!
Can't wait! ♥

First Snow Fall! (:

2010-02-25T14:52:00.002-06:00

2/23/2010
I experienced the first snow fall in my life!
It was so beautiful!
I didn't need a camera cause I knew I would remember it forever!
I took a walk in the snow with a friend
It was so cold!
At first in the morning it was sleet, then snow then rain!
Then snow again!
After being here for a mere few months,
I got to experience the biggest and longest snow fall in Austin for 6 years!
It means so much to me! (:

But I made such a terrible mistake!
Shouldn't have taken that walk...
Shouldn't have talked...
Shouldn't have done other things!
& now I feel like a bitch!
Great...
& My friend's too busy and I can't talk to her! ><
Feel even worse!
ONG SHU XIAN!
Hurry save me! ):

Going To Houston!

2010-02-19T21:27:00.002-06:00

My family and I are going to Houston this sat!(:
Which is tomorrow! haha!
I was so confused! I thought my sis had a conference there!
Then it turns out that we're just going there to have fun haha!
Anyways! I'm going to take photos! (:
Hopefully then have the mood to upload them haha!

Some things happened these few days...
Can't really say it here haha!
But I'm really glad it all turned out well! (:
Well... not really... haha! at least it's a good start!
Didn't really get to say all the things I wanted to say!
But until now it's good enough (:

&! My sis is going to have a REAL conference!
No I'm not imagining things!
She's going to Washington to have it and our family is going with her!
YAY! well... it's not decided yet but I'm going with her!
YAY! &! My sis has another conference in Germany at the end of this year!
I hope I can go with her! (:

Some bad news! I checked on Pre-Vet courses for my transfer and everything.
I have to have an average GPA(grade point average) of 3.82
A is 4 points; B is 3;C is 2 and D is 1
Meaning! I have to get almost all As!
Not just that! I have to take an Arts Class! BLEH~!
Haiz... So! Maybe during the Summer I'll go do volunteer work at a shelter!
Firstly to help animals!
Secondly get a chance to be in contact with animals without my parents there! (:
Lastly! Get some experience and learn something! LOL!

That's pretty much it isn't it?
I'll post about my trip to Houston soon! (:

LOVES!♥

AWESOME DAY!

2010-02-12T20:50:00.002-06:00

Today started out really well!
My parents and I went to HEB!
Finally I bought my dark chocolate covered fortune cookie! (:
& I LOVE IT!♥
Gonna keep the box for other purposes!
& the box is really cute too!
It's a pink Chinese take-away box!
Sadly! I wanted the red box but! the red box was for milk chocolate! Yuck!

Anyways! I got what I wanted! (:
Then my dad took our handsome cat out for a walk!
Met their Korean tennis partners!
I went down to have a chat as well!
But the main point was so I can translate for my dad haha!
But I'm too happy about my fortune cookie to care!♥
Then I had a very nice chat with him about what I wanna study and about his daughter's course!
& the rest of blah blah blah!
Now! I have to play on my dad's behalf for tennis cause of his sprint ankle!
BUT I CAN'T SERVE!
Oh well... got to go anyways!
Just pray I don't lose big! LOL!

So! My mum and I went to play tennis today!
The weather was awesome which added very nicely to my mood! (:
&! We broke our record! We continuously hit for 125 times!
Yes, I know that's low but I'm an amateur ok?
But we broke our record! So I'm happy! (:
I have to do a English Essay during the weekend!
I kinda did it already! Then found out it was a narrative!
Stupid! Now I have to re-do it!
But I'm fine with that cause I have fortune cookies haha!♥

Going to enjoy every one of it!
& tmr night gonna have a Chinese New Year 'party' at my apartment!
9 people squeeze into one apartment! LOL!
But there's gonna be a lot of food! (:
YAY! I can't wait! (:

Bitter-Sweet!

2010-02-11T21:23:00.002-06:00

Today started out great!
Even though it was cold!
It was raining!
Just the way I like it! (:
Then! I had Korean Cuisine with my friends!
It was delicious! (:
I ate everything I had and I was seriously full after that!
But it was still great! (:

Then went for psych class!
I thought I wouldn't get back my test so quickly!
But then we got it back anyways!
Got really nervous when the teacher said we had a large range!
Cause I have not used a scantron in my entire life thank you very much!
I asked the teacher how much the entire thing was over!
I thought I might not get an A but I Aced it!
It turned out to be an Awesome Day!

Then! I got a phone call...
Had a tough talk...
& now I feel like an asshole...
A really mean asshole...
Bitter-sweet...

Bitter-sweet...

STUDY!

2010-02-06T21:31:00.002-06:00

Haiz... still stressing out even when I'm here!
I have 2 tests next week!
Psych test and Chem test!
I hope I can get A!
Or else good bye Pre-Vet!
The stress is on! ):

Trying to really concentrate but always get distracted!
But I'll be able to take a break on Wed and Thurs! YAY!
Still thinking of ideas for the letter! (only shu xian knows hehe!)
Wth am I going to write? Zzz...
But maybe that'll be in my break time! (:

To do smt more for my right brain then my left!
Really... you can't tell me to just don't trust somebody!
I'm like that!
I think the best of everyone until something happens...
Hopefully if something is wrong!
I'll be able to know it before hand before it's too late!
But I'll be careful I promise! (:

That's pretty much what's happening these few days!
Not much!
I'm getting a little tired... I think I'm going to do smt relaxing now!
I'll post again soon! (:

August!♥

Count my blessings!

2010-02-02T19:31:00.004-06:00

Today I ended class on time!
Today's pysch class was so fun!
We had to go into groups and were given a topic to read up on and sorta teach the class!
It was really fun!
At first each group had 3 people!
Then a guy came in and joined our group!
He was so talkative, our group started talking about far more things than the topic itself!
We ended up talking so much we kinda interrupted the class!
It was so funny!
But the teacher only managed to go over until group 4!
So we've to do the teaching on thursday (:

I had to register for another class and were dropped from my history class!
I registered for distance-learning for US Government!
Did I mention I hate politics?
Anyways! I don't have to go to class for this!
I just study on my own and go to school to take testes for this subject.
That's pretty much it!
Still can't believe I'm taking government...

Then! Today I had a major stomach ache!
On top of that! I had to walk 2 hours
because my family's searching for a new place to live.
And it was getting really chilly!
That is the most horrible combination ever!
& I didn't have any appetite at all!
Didn't eat lunch...
only drank soup for dinner...

& the pain is still killing me!
But! Something did turn out good today! (:
I received a drawing from a friend that used my name for graffiti!
It was really nice! But too bad I can't take a picture of it! haha!
Com's not ready to receive all my photos! (:
That's one!
Psych class was awesome today!
That's two!
&! Even if my family move to the place we saw today,
which is opposite of another campus of my school!
I don't have to transfer my classes there!
That's three!

YAY! I found something good today! (:

Anyways! My sister told me that if I want to get into Pre-Vet!
I have to get all A for my classes!
All A! How am I going to do that?
I guess I'll have to stay in school to study!

BACK!

2010-01-31T18:52:00.006-06:00

HEY!
Shu Xian has been urging me to blog again!
SO! I'm Back! (:
Anyways! School has already started for quite a long time!
I didn't really get into the courses I wanted!
But! I'm contented! (:
I am having!
History!
Chem Lec!
Chem Lab!
English!
Psych!♥
But! My history is going through a little trouble right now!
So... yea! I have to settle them!

I met a few new friends!
Getting used to the style of teaching here
But! The weather is so cold here!
It was 0 celcius today!
& Let me tell you! Playing tennis in 0 celcius is no kidding!
My hands were numb at first!
So was my face! haha!
But then I started sweating after a while haha!

But I'm really glad I can still do the things I love here!
At least it means that I didn't exactly abandon everything in Singapore!
So I'm adapting pretty well here!
I have a presentation for Psych soon!
Still thinking of what topic to pick!
I'm considering dreams!
Like what happens when we dream or how dream interpretation started!
That sorta thing!
I'm really growing fond of psych!♥

That's pretty much it!
I still miss my friends so so much! ):
Anyways! My Certificate is on the way here! (:
&! My friend decided to make me something!
YAY! I can't wait for it to arrive here! (:
THANKS ADRIEL!♥

Last of all!
I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!♥
LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!♥

BLOGGING AGAIN!

2009-12-21T09:55:00.004-06:00

Sorry blog! Been a little busy these few days!
I've already been Austin for 4 days now!
Starting to love this place!
The cold weather is just prefect!
I see fog on Lakes that make it look as if it's evaporating!
It's really beautiful!
Haven't had the opportunity to take a morning stroll there!
I can't wait when I've got the time!
It's really breath-taking!

Almost done with my registration of my school!
All I need now is enrol in classes and I'm done!
Even though School's gonna start in Jan 19!
I'm just glad that I can spend time with my siblings and my parents in a family of 5 again!
Been so long since we've reunited!
The feeling was great!
You can see fog coming out of my nose!
YES! Not mouth! But Nose!
I really love it!

But I hear Summer's gonna be hot hot hot!
But I'll like to see how it goes! (:
Went to watch Avatar, went to Walmart! went to H.E.B!

Did I mention that I trees and houses here are so different?
They comes in all kinds of colours!
Trees are auburn, golden brown, nut-brown and in all shades of green!
Beautiful!
The houses! Are so classy! but not modern!
Just the way I like it!
With a Euro touch to it!
The shops! Are so huge! They just pops out of nowhere!
Suddenly one by the road!
Not like Singapore! all in straight rows if you get what I mean!

Well I don't want this post to be too long!
So I'll just stop here!
If I see anything interesting or beautiful!
I'll definitely post it up here! (:

Love you! (:

4 Days More!

2009-11-29T04:41:00.004-06:00

I'm leaving Singapore in 4 Days!
Can't help but feel sad...
I really can't make myself happier right now!

To me, Life is when you're enjoying it!
So, To all my Friends! Be it Past or Present...
I Owe my Life to all of you.
All of you are what made me, me.
All of you are people that make me happy,
Make me smile even at the slightest thought of you guys!♥

& I want to tell each and everyone of you!
I'll never forget any of you!
& I'll love you guys like always!♥
No matter the distance!
You guys are what I live for!

All of you are the ones that have keep me going for so long!
Even if we wasn't close before or now,
You guys are part of my life!
&! I would like to say!
Though I have faced so much in my 16 years of life!
Your friendships have made my life worthwhile!♥

Thanks for being part of it!
Really... Thank you

&! My special Thanks to:

Shu Xian!♥
Adriel!♥
Bi Xiang!♥
Syahirah!♥
Clarissa!♥
Jwei!♥
Mark!♥
Wei Cong!♥
Joycelyn!♥
Wan Chewy!♥

Few more post to go!

2009-11-23T03:08:00.003-06:00

Went to the beach yesterday!
Made horrible sandcastle! But unexpectedly cool graves haha!
My grave was so old! Smo- wei cong- build a castle on it!
Jwei's grave was MUMMIFIED! LMAO!

Had a really great time!
Got tanned and wet though!
But it was great!
Been quite long since I had so much fun!

& an even longer time since smt was fun enough for me to write a post about!
Haha!
Gala was great too!
Took lots of photos but it's with Shu Xian!
It's on facebook though!
Must play more more more!

Ok! I have nth to say already! haha!
I'll see what other interesting things happen
& then I'll decide whether to post about it or not!
:)

YAY!

2009-11-12T05:38:00.003-06:00

YAY! Os are like so OVER!
Woohoo~!
No gonna care about marks right now!
The next few days I'm gonna be busy busy busy~!
Today! Is the 3rd! Most retarded day of my life!
Went to a really really really far place!
& I really mean really really really far place!

Me and Shu Xian spend 4 hours there!
& Guess what did we do during the 4 hours?
Go to a place, get a slip!
Go to a Clinic, get a jab and a slip!
Go back to the place, get clothes!
And just doing these 3 things, we took 4 hours!
like wth right?

But! The good thing is!
Tmr we don't have to go haha!
Tmr gonna go dental with her!
Then go Orchard! wee~!
ORCHARD!
I bought a bag today!
The one I'll be taking to gala!
It's supposedly my birthday present!

&! My phone died! Totally died!
But kind kind Shu Xian!
Decided to give me her spare phone!
Where can you find another good friend like that?!
Really thankful to her!
Shall do smt nice for her too! hehe!
Depending on what she want haha!

Today went to take my contact AGAIN!
My dad went! He was so fierce! Scary le!
But! It's good haha!
&! I found the problem to my left eye!
It's allergic to preservatives!
That's why pain pain, hot hot one!
At least we found the problem ahah!
So excited! Going orchard! haha!

But tmr need wake up really really early like today!
But it's worth it haha! yay! :)
Gonna bring camera! :)

It's almost over!

2009-11-06T23:40:00.002-06:00

O levels are almost over!!!
All that is left is Chinese and MCQ!
I'm So Excited to get out there and play my heart out!
So many things I wanna do!♥
Gonna play tennis starting tmr! Not everyday of course!
But gonna play as often as I can!♥
I can't wait!
Gonna go out with friends until I get tired out!
Gonna go everywhere!
Anyways! I'll be going for a buffet tonight!
Gonna take lots of photos!♥
OMG! I feel damn high right now!
SEE~! All my sentences has '!'
haha! Can't wait to go ice-skating, tennis!♥
AH! I still wanna go play badminton!♥
SWEET~! SPORTS! haha!
Man! Sports is way more fun then shopping! :S
AH! YES! I'm gonna go jogging! And swimming!♥

Shitty O level!

2009-10-30T08:06:00.003-05:00

English was 3/4 nonsensical!
The compo topics was out of sort!
The comprehension question was comprehensible,
But the summary was crazy!

E Maths was alright...

A maths is totally screwed!
The paper was way harder compared to previous YEARS!
Not just one year!
But YEARS!
Forget about an A for me!
Maybe can forget about a B also!
Totally sucks!

But that makes me, for the first time, feel glad that I'm going overseas...
I've been thinking quite a lot lately...
About life, About Friends, About gala!
HAHA! & my list of things to do just goes on and on like there's no end!
Still gonna work hard for my others subjects!
Just like I promised my Brother!
I'll do the best I can to my abilities!

I'm really looking forward to my first sight of Texas!
Even though I would only be able to stay in Taiwan for about 2 weeks this time!
But being able to celebrate Christmas with the entire family again makes up for it!
Really miss bro and sis!
Even though we always quarrel but hey!
It's better than having myself doze off and stare into space!

Been thinking A LOT about friends...
Emotions fluctuating and all!
But no biggie!
These things happen right?...right?
Hmm... anyways!
Still loving Jason Mraz songs haha!
I LOVE! You and I both!
Even copied the lyrics for fun ahah!

So many things I wanna say but too little time!
Been pondering over whether to say them or not...
But hey! wtheck!
What's meant to be is be!
So... I don't care now!
Just wanna treasure the time I have with my friends!

Yesterday I just realised that I don't agree with the term:
Two wrongs doesn't make a right!
According to this statement!
I've done so many things wrong,
thus my life shouldn't be right!
However! It has never been so right before! haha!
Despite not studying hard enough for both PSLE and also during sec 2!
I still have great friends!
The ones that make me laugh,
the ones I can say anything to,
the ones I know I belong to!

SO! Since my life is still right after doing more than 2 wrongs!
How is 2 wrongs not a right?
Unless you're saying many many wrongs make a right!
Then that's wrong too!
Robbing people over and over doesn't make a right either!
HAHA! I'm just too bored!
Now I shall study my Social Studies!
byebye for now!

Contact!

2009-10-25T11:01:00.002-05:00

The main thing today was going to make my contact lens!
Today went to bedok for the check-up!
I'm getting a hard lens contact!♥
It was damn ex!
It's 450 bucks but it's for 5 years!
Long enough haha!

When I wear it was damn WEIRD!
My left eye hurt like crazy!
Cause the lens didn't fit well!
My right had no problem!
My eyes teared like crazy!
Like seriously!

My mum got a shock haha!
She seemed to be in more pain than me!
It was so funny!
My mum thought something was wrong when I kept blinking my eyes!
The person said that I'll get it in about a week!
Can't wait but nervous too!

OOO! I tried to take the lens out using this suction thingy!
It's really small! It's blue!
I just stick this thingy to my lens and take it out!
I was so relieved!
But he said that I still have to learn how to take it out MANUALLY! D:
But I still can't really look up or shift my eyes left and right quickly!
I felt it shift!
Now I know how Shu Xian feels!
But hard contact is way smaller than soft contact!
So fun! but pain!
Hey! No pain no gain right?

Anyways! I'm still in love with Jason Mraz songs!
They are just so captivating!
In love with:
Try Try Try!♥
I'm Yours!♥
You and I both!♥
On Love, In sadness!♥
Lucky!♥
&! The Dynamo of Volition!♥
The Dynamo of Volition is such a fast song I'm amazed! Lol!

Btw! Tmr's English O level paper!
Hope it'll be easy! Going to bed now!
Wish me good luck!♥
Wish all candidates good luck!♥

Trying to take life slowly...

2009-10-23T09:36:00.004-05:00

I hate rushing!
I hate the bustling city!
I LOVE the slow moving river!♥
I LOVE calm lakes!♥
I LOVE slow falling flakes!♥
I LOVE the soft wind in my face!♥
I hate stress!
I hate taking life so seriously!

The above are the reasons I fell in love with this song!♥
Try Try Try By Jason Mraz!
His voice is so smoothing!
The melody is so mesmerizing!
The tune is so light!♥
It totally changed my mood!
I LOVE IT! ♥

Here's the lyrics!♥:

Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react

sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses

i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies

if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me

Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way

Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love♥ and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons why

We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe

We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

if we could try, just to be nice
Oh that could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
that could be so beautiful to me

Graduated!

2009-10-16T21:30:00.003-05:00

Yay! Finally graduated!

The speech was really long~!

But We had lots of fun taking photos!

Even though the graduating gown was hideous!

We still wore it for the fun of it Lol!

All of us looked like angels LMAO!

But it was fun!

The most funny thing was!

Shu Xian, Adriel, Zhe Rui, Zhe Sheng, JK & I was suppose to just take a group photo!

Then! People started adding in!

Then it turned out to be a class photo LMAO!

But it was like so fun!

We practically screamed our lungs out before everyone settled down and took photos!

Lol! I'll definitely miss all of them!

Every single one of them!

After this session of photos!

The next one would be at gala!

Can't wait!♥ :)

Feeling light today!

2009-10-15T04:35:00.005-05:00

This morning didn't start well at all!
Well except the fact that my Bro passed his PhD test!
He had an unconditional pass. The best!
I'm so proud of him!♥

Anyways! The rest of the day was alright though!
Did some studying at Macs...
then cause of stupid TOFEL score thingy
had to go home!
But now I feel very light!
Feel so relaxed and happy for no reason haha!
I feel just like this!♥

Feel so light...
Feel so happy...
Feel so blissful...
Feel so sweet...

I don't know why...
Somehow... It feels like... I'm in love... Lol!
That was random...
But I wonder if love is what I'm feeling now...
In love with life?
Or...
I can't seem to find words to describe this feeling...
So hard to describe...
Maybe I'm just happy to be alive!♥
To be able to feel, smell, taste, see & touch!♥
To feel the soft touch of the rain as it pours down on me!♥
& the warmth of the Sun as it bask down on me!♥
It makes me want to go to the beach & walk barefooted on the beach!♥
See! I feel so hearty today! Lols!♥

BOREDOM!

2009-10-13T09:41:00.002-05:00

Haven't been blogging these few days!
Been studying in School until 9pm!
So when I got home, I'm too tired to blog!
Haha! Anyways! Still waiting for my TOFEL exam results to be MAILED to me!
However! I've checked the website and I saw my score!
I got 103/120. My Speaking was rated fair!
So sad! Anyways! I'm actually happy enough with my score!♥
Accurately! I scored 85.8/100.
But my Siblings scored about 90/100 for their previous TOFEL test!
I guess I'm just the Not-So-Smart child in my family haha!
But I realized I'm totally the most pampered!

Anyways! Even though I've been studying in School...
I don't feel the sense of urgency!
I think I'm so dead!
How can I not feel ANY sense of urgency at all!
While people can practically count the number of days to National Exams with their fingers!
Urgh! That's what I hate most!
When people are working so hard! I can't seem to find motivation!

There's no school tmr! YAY!
But I'm going to study again!
Tmr morning! I'm going to the beach with my family!
Haven't exercised in so long!
I feel ultra-sinful!
Been eating so much!
Can't put on any more weight!
If not I'm like so dead! XD

Been so bored that I've listed out everything I MUST do after Exams in DETAILS!
I don't care! MUST go/do these things!
MUST create beautiful memories with friends!
MUST take lots of photos!
But before that! MUST do well for Os!
& guess what? Up til now! I haven't found my ultimate motivation!
*SEARCHING-IN-PROCESS*
I've been searching since primary school & still haven't found it!
I feel so empty! D:

Felt very down today! For some unknown reason!
Wasn't very friendly today! D:
Man! I really need to learn anger management! D:
But at least today I've settle one thing! TOFEL! haha!
Feel kinda light now!
Hope tmr will be a great day!:D

What happened to my hair?!

2009-10-11T01:49:00.005-05:00

What happened to my hair?!
My Mum.
That's what happened.
My mum got bored and started to braid my hair!
Why is everyone so freaking obsessed with plaits right now?!
But! Mine is definitely nicer!
You know why?
Cause I have 7 plaits instead of 2!
LMAO! I've always wanted to try the American way of plaits!
Sadly! My mum can only do 7 LMAO!
Showed Shu Xian and she said it was GODLY!
If you people wanna see plaits! Look carefully!
This is what I call plaits!
This is not just hair! This is not just style!
This is personality&attitude!
BEAT THAT! Lol!
LMAO!
Anyways! Here's an inside!

LMAO! And! No!
I'm not gonna show my face up here!
Too bad!

Anyways! Yesterday went to the library to study!
I saw some weird things yesterday!
I actually saw a maid carrying 2 bags for 2 girls!
They are like... aged 6 and aged 13?
About there...
But are you kidding me?
What? They don't have shoulders for that?
Then what? Maids have to help you freaking switch the channels?!
Or even feed you?!
Pampered kids everywhere right now!

What's worse?
There were these 2 girls my age sitting next to us.
But they needed their parents to actually go to the library
& help them reserve seats!
Huge joke isn't it?
Man... I sure worry for Singapore's future!
So Singapore's Future is gonna be filled with these Spoiled Brads?!
Good luck to Singapore!

Seoul Garden!♥

2009-10-02T09:12:00.007-05:00

Today went to Seoul Garden with Friends!
My Beloved Friends!♥

Took some photos!♥

This is the dessert me and Shu Xian ate!
Mixed berries Ice-Cream! It was so nice!
The cherry was so nice!♥

Haha! took a photo without he knowing!
He's so shy! LOL!

The Brothers!
Actually Zhe Rui couldn't go! I was like!
'So hard to get two twin brothers to have lunch together?!'
Haha! But he went! So happy! haha!

Adriel! Also don't know we took haha!
They blind! XD

This is the first shot! So hard to take! ><
HAHA! But it was so thrilling! Lol!

JK was suppose to be here! So sad!
But have already made a promise that we'll go again!
Lol! I didn't take a lot of photos!
Too busying eating! Me & Jun Wei was the one cooking
Lol! But we took two table!
Table 1: Adriel, Zhe Rui, Zhe Sheng
Table 2: Me!, Shu Xian!, Jun Wei!♥
&! Our names are RED because It's my table!
HAHA!

Finally there's something I did with them to bring to Texas!♥
Can't wait until after Os & We'll party our hearts out!♥
Shop til our legs fall off!♥
Play til our hands ache like crap!♥
Have so much Fun&Laughter til my gut burst!♥
Take so many photos til even millions of albums won't be able to contain them all!♥

So happy right now!
Don't care whether I'm leaving or not!
Just wanna spent as much time with my friends!
When the time comes, then I'll think about it!

So why waste time fretting over it?
Have fun&Just be happy!♥
&! My Friends are gonna help me!♥
LOVE'EM SO!♥

Preparing for a WAR!

2009-09-30T09:17:00.002-05:00

Today just gotten my Prelims result slip!
I think I did ok this time... But!
Still not good enough!
Actually... come to think of it! I wasn't good at all!
Really need to buck up!

Stupid English got C6!
URGH! But! Hey! I've got Aces!
Lol! I'm happy enough!
But marks! Not good enough!

Anyways! have been studying until like 9pm at the library these few days!
Today I was really restless!
No energy, not hyper anymore!
URGH! Where's my COFFEE! *Growl!*

Anyways! There's something wrong with my L1R5 & L1R4!
Only after adding every single thing!
Even my CCA! I can get my L1R5! Sure got problem!
But I've already asked my teacher about it!
So... should be fine...

On Friday going eat Seoul Garden!
HAHA! Actually suppose to go with other friends!
But hey! It's ok! It's time I made memories with other friends haha!
Gonna take photos of them eating!♥
Gonna bring them to Texas!♥

I'm really tired mentally but hyper physically!
Oh well! Shall do some more work & see how I feel about sleeping later!
byebye!♥

Retarded Week~!

2009-09-29T09:47:00.002-05:00

These few days damn a lot of retarded things happen!♥
First! I had to lent Shu Xian my uniform!
She looked over-sized! Damn funny haha!

Second! We agreed to go Seoul Garden on Friday!
It'll cost each of us like... 12 bucks?
Lol!

Third! Today went for tuition!
At Tampines! It was like so remote! Lol!
Then! Cause my phone no batt!
Then My parents think what happen to me haha!
Guess what?! They went to find me! haha!

Four! The trip back to home was even more retarded!
Here's part of the conversation translated to English to my best ability!
At first we were talking about something else! then it became like this!

Dad: What's 2+2?
Mum: That's my business!
Me: HAHA! Mum! You go school then the teacher ask you a maths question! You're gonna answer her 'That's my Business?' HAHA!
Mum: Yes! It's my business! The answer can be whatever I like!

LMAO! I was thinking to myself!
If can do that wouldn't it be nice?
hmm...
Teacher: What's the answer to this question, Wen Yu?
Me: That's my problem! Not yours!

LOL! Sure get into trouble! LMAO!
Anyways! I bet the rest of the week would be just as retarded!
Hmm... I think I'll need a lot of paper to write all the happenings this week!
LOL! What can I say? I'm enjoying life right now!♥

Fa la la la la la la~

2009-09-26T21:28:00.001-05:00

Today's Agenda!

Laugh myself silly~!

TOFEL!

2009-09-26T01:22:00.002-05:00

Yesterday after school went to study with Bi Xiang!
I arrived at like 2! Was late!
But anyways! I studied for 2 hours + until Bi Xiang finally decided to show up!
I can't believe they took 2 hours to cook a meal!
& it wasn't cooked by them! -.-

Anyways! I woke up at like 6.30am!
I was so tired!
Arrived at my destination at about 8am?
The test only started at 9am!
TOFEL wasn't as easy as some idiots said!
They said it was simple is He IS & He AM!
WTF?! It so wasn't!
That's just a whole lot of bullshit!
It was about comprehension, oral, listening!
Almost like normal exams just more restricted in time!
But it ended almost 4 hours later!

I's so afraid I won't do well!
But it's all over! So not much use thinking about it!
I'll just pray hard!

Third day after Prelims!

2009-09-25T06:59:00.002-05:00

Today got back the rest of SS results!
&! Biology!

SS SEQ I got like 17?!
So added together with history!
Only like 64/100?!
1 mark to B3! Like WTH?!
Was pissed!

Then! Got scolded by Ms Leung because of the big fat O I got!
So sad! D:
IF added that will be 69/100!
1 mark to A2!
GRR! But haiz... whatever la!

But luckily! I finally got an A!♥
For Biology! Lol!
Lucky! Or else I'll be damn sad!
But it's not good enough!
But it's over anyways! No use grieving over it!

Waiting for Prelims result to be released!
&! Tmr morning going to take my TOFEL test!
Hope I'll do well! People keep saying it's easy but I'm still scared!
Mum says that if I submit all the application to ACC on time,
Most likely will get in! But I'm still scared!
Grr! Later if have oral I stumble how? URGH!

Cannot think some more le!
If think some more tmr will stumble even more!
Must do well! My only chance le!

JIA YOU!♥

Second Day after Prelims!

2009-09-24T07:09:00.002-05:00

More sucky results!
URGH!

Here goes nth!:

A maths Paper 1!
We have one missing set!
So right now it's 30/56
converted is only 53.6/100!
I'm SO DEAD!

A maths Paper 2!
Have one missing set as well!
now is 57.5/80
converted is 71.9/100!
CANNOT GET A1!
The missing set is like shit!
Seriously! Like shit!
&! So was Paper 1 as evidence from the above!
Don't even think about A1! Maybe even B3 also cannot! DIE!
SO~! In conclusion! A Maths was like SHIT!

Chemistry!
Without MCQ!
now is 51/80
converted is 63.8/100!
ALSO DIE! Practical was shit!

Social Studies!
Only SBQ!
now is 13/25!
I could have gotten 18!!!
5 marks!
& do you know how I lost it?!
Because I didn't write!
'Thus in conclusion, the source is useful to only a small extent as it is unreliable!'
These 16 words worth 5 marks!
It wrote there! L5/5 & a HUGE O!
wtf! I was damn pissed! I'll rather they never write there L5/5!
SUCK! Some more got a good there then a O!
Cheat my feeling! Damn angry!

SO! Overall! My Prelims was down-right!
SHIT! Junk! Faeces! Crap! Nonsense!
But! I have friends that did better than me!
&! No I'm not jealous!
&! No I'm not angry!
But yes! I'm happy for them!
To see them getting good marks!
Make me proud of them!

Hope they can keep it up & get really good marks!
Cause I hate people who get jealous of other people's marks!
&! Can't stand how others can do better than them!
I'm not gonna be one of them!
Not Now! Not Ever!
Thus! I'm happy for my friends!

SHU XIAN! Jia You!
Jwei! Jia You! I believe you'll totally Ace O Level!

& guess what? I don't care who sees my results!
I know it suck but guess what? It's all over! too bad! Lol!

First day After Prelims!

2009-09-23T03:49:00.003-05:00

Chem&Physics practical was practically! screwed up!
Anyways! Everything is over!
Except O levels that is!
Today got back my English, History & half my E maths marks!

I just passed my English! Like wth!
I got 52.6/100! D:

My History was pleasant! But it was ok!
I got 34/50!
But that would mean in order to get A1 I need like 41/50 for SS!
If I get that I CRAZY ar! I think even 30/50 also cannot lor!

My E maths paper 1 was ok too!
I got 61/80! I hope I do well for my paper 2!
So that I can get my A!

&! Because of My History! A classmate called me gay!
Then my friend said! :' Yes you are gay! You are very happy right? So you're gay!'
&! that got me thinking this question! Actually! It's more of a series of questions!

Here it is! A bombard of questions!
Why are gays called gays is it because they are very gay so they are called gays or is it because they are so gay to be gays so they are called gays or maybe it's because they are more gay than other people so they are called gays! Then why ain't les called gays? Ain't they gay to be les? OR is it simply because they are not gay enough to be called gays?

Country Club Dinner~!

2009-09-20T01:24:00.004-05:00

Yesterday night was suppose to go tuition!
But Jwei invited Mark, Shu Xian & Me to a country club dinner!♥
It was actually pretty fun! haha!
Anyways! Shu Xian & Me arrived early!
We were on the bus at like 5.50pm?

When stupid Jwei sms us that there was a dress code & It was formal!
I felt like a complete moron!
I was dressed like bloody punk?!
I was wearing a Flesh Imp shirt! It was hot pink&black!
There was skulls& grenade on it!
I was wearing jeans&converse shoe!
Like wthell right? Wear like this to a formal dinner!
Totally felt like a moron!

& We had like what? A cup of cappuccino&bread with us?!
OOO! Also! I bought a 99% cocoa chocolate!
For some reason I felt like eating smt bitter yesterday! XD
But let me tell you! Coffee&99% cocoa chocolate is heaven!♥
We freaking laughed all the way from on the bus until we met them at the place!
I laugh until I had stomach ache! LOL!
But it was fun! Since Jwei said that It would be boring if we didn't go!
So hey! Why not I add a little spice to the place you know?!
By wearing like that to the dinner -.-
But I didn't know!

Hey! & we drank red wine!♥
It was nice! But my face went damn red!
But I swear! I .WASN'T.DRUNK!
&! The person allowed us to drink so... yea... haha!
Hey! I can't help it if my skin is thin ok?!

So... yea... But it was fun!
We played a little billiard before the whole thing started!
The table was like damn low compared to the ones in E!hub
But guess what? Shu Xian & I played better there!
The ball can go like damn far with just a little force haha!
& we won twice by default cause they hit 8 in Lol!

& I reached home at like 11+? Finish showering in COLD water at 12?
There was no way I can fall asleep!
I drank like a total of 2.5 cups of Coffee & 3 small cups of chinese tea!
But I went to bed at 12.45am!
& laid on my bed until 1.15am looking out the window!
But I had to sleep cause I woke up at like 7.45am this morning?
To play tennis haha!

But today's game was fantastic!♥
I'm starting to really learn from my mistakes!
But I got 3 blisters in the end!
It was worth it though~!
Really gonna miss playing tennis when I get to Texas...
Happy Thoughts~!

Anyways the dinner is definitely smt to remember when I go to Texas!
From now! I must collect a lot a lot a lot of memory with all my friends!
&! THANKS FOR INVITING US JWEI!

& I'm in love with a new song!♥
I just happened to listen to it on the TV!
It's not really new but!
The singer's voice was so captivating!
I had to change my blog song! haha!
So until now~!
I have been repeating the song& singing along!
Moonlight in your hair of gold & starlight in your eyes of blue~!
LOL!

Confused emotions!

2009-09-18T09:24:00.002-05:00

YAY! Tomorrow night have plans! haha!
Going out with my friends!
Another memory that I'll cherish when I go to Texas...
I'm happy about that...
But sad about going to Texas...
Yes, It's a lifetime's opportunity to get a step closer to my Dream!
But it's just so heart-breaking to leave all these behind!
My friends, the house I've loved!
Even though I'll be reunited with my Siblings...
But this heartache is so much harder to suppress...

I've been having this dream for days... maybe even 1 or 2 weeks...
I'm at the airport... with all my friends!
My beloved primary school friends! My current friends! & my parents!
I'm saying my last goodbyes to my friends... hugging all of them...
Fighting away tears...
Then I walk towards the departure while feeling the pain devour my heart.

& every time this dream repeats itself,
the pain just becomes harder & harder to cope!
It's like déjà vu all over again & again & again!
So sick of it! But it's as if it's trying to help me get used to the scene...
Great... I'm having a headache now...

But, I'll make the full use of my time left with my friends!
I don't know when I'll see them again...
Thinking about this just tears me from inside!
Now I know why tears & tears are the same!
They usually happen at the same time!

Anyways! happy thoughts!
I'm thinking of doing something special for every single one of my close friends!
I'm not going to say who so it'll be a special surprise!
No matter what I hope all of them will like it!
I'm so excited about tomorrow!
It's gonna be a super night! &! I'll be receiving our class photo!
Gonna ask every one of my classmates to sign them!
It'll be one of my most precious possessions when I go to Texas!
I'm thinking of many unique ways to keep them close to me!

OK! This post is getting too long! I'll stop here! :D
Will totally miss all of you! Love all of you!♥

Screwed & in deep shit!

2009-09-17T08:29:00.003-05:00

Screw A maths
Screw Biology MCQ
Screw E maths
Pretty much Screw Prelims!
Screw Texas for having to drag? me there!
Screw everything right now!
Screw it!

Reminder to myself!:
Breathe!

So tired...

2009-09-15T09:53:00.002-05:00

Prelims are still on-going!
My Chemistry Paper 2 was pretty ok...
It was fairly easy this time...
I really hope i can get good grades this time!
Prelim just means so much to me...
Actually more of to the school in Texas!

Biology Paper 2 today was fine as well!
Oh yea! I went to school on Monday,
not knowing that I have a E maths Prelim to sit for!
How great is that?! I mean seriously!
How can I be so stupid!
But whatever! My E maths is screwed anyways!
For some weird reason I can't do E maths while I can do A maths!
Oh well! Ah! yes! Today I had my A maths paper as well!
It was... screwed...
I didn't have enough time!
It was bad! The graph was... bleh!
Anyways! It's all over! At least that paper is!

Tmr I'm having Physics & E maths!
I'm finishing Physics soon & nth on E maths!
I guess I'll just study it briefly tmr morning!
Can't really bother with E maths!
I really don't want to fail A maths!
I've never failed a major A maths exam before!
& PLEASE! Don't let Prelims be the first one!
I need these scores! Urgh!

& even worse news! I don't think I'm getting my A for Bio!
Unless... I do well for my MCQ & my SPA!
Pray hard! OK! I shall get back to work!

&! I love this song! Exceptional haha!
Wanted to put the Chinese song but I guess it's not fated haha!
Couldn't find it! Wanted to put a really cool song too!
But my Blog skin doesn't suit!
If I change my blog skin I'll put that song!

Before I forget! My scale!
Chemistry: 3.5
Biology: 2.5-3
E Maths: 2?
A Maths: 1.5?

Like I said! Screwed! Nights! zzzZZZ ♥

PRELIM & PLANS!

2009-09-05T01:13:00.004-05:00

Haven't blogged for a REALLY long time!
That's cause of Prelims!
I have finished my English, Chinese & Humanities Paper!
Woohoo~!
Here's the scale of how i felt about the paper!
1: very good! 5: Very BAD!

English: 3!
Chinese: 4!
Humanities:2!

Chinese was crazy! One of the Hardest Paper I have ever done!
Anyways! My friends are planning a surprise for me!
Cause I'm leaving Singapore at the end of the year! D:
&! They won't tell me! stupid... but perhaps it's better that way!
Anyways! I'm already thinking of what to do after Os!
Stupid right? Prelims are going on & I'm thinking of how to play!
Lol!

OK! Here's the partial List! :P
1. Ice-Skating ♥
2. Beach
3. K-Box ♥
4. (If possible) Go See JK they'all Jam!
5. POOL!
6. Swim!
7. Shopping! At least go walk walk Lol!
8. Take LOTS of photos!

There's more! Don't worry just that I can't think of them yet!
Will update!:D

Sad news! I just asked my Mum when would we be leaving Singapore!
She says right after I have finished everything!
& everything meaning?
If she means me having fun! It'll take forever!
If it means Gala! It's like November 20th!
That means! No time for Play!!!! NOOOO~!

Can't let that happen!
Buuut... what can I do if that's the case? D:
I still wanna go out with all my friends before I go!
Wanna go take lots & lots of photos!
Make them into an Album & bring it with me there!

Hope they'll be good to me & let me stay a little longer!

SURPRISE!

2009-08-23T08:40:00.003-05:00

Continued...

Today had a good swim!
Was a little cold though... but it was refreshing!♥
Today after tuition Mum & I made food!
I can't tell now cause it's a surprise!
For my friends!
The clue is! :
1) It's golden in colour!
2) It's rectangular!
3) It's BAKED!
4) BY ME! :D

But I have BAD NEWS!
I'm aching all over! LOL!
Stupid me! Didn't swim for like one year
& yet swam so much yesterday & today!
But whatever! It felt really good!

Basking In The Sun & Walking In The Rain

2009-08-22T21:34:00.004-05:00

Haven't been blogging for a while cause have been busy with school!
With Prelims only 2 weeks away & all!
Received my O level Chinese result...
It was a huge disappointment...
So I have decided to retake it!
No matter what others say
So don't try to change my mind!

Anyways... I've had headaches for the past few days!
Went to the doctors, he said it was due to stress...
He told me to exercise more!
It's not as if i don't exercise at all!
But whatever... I've decided to swim every Saturday morning
&! Play tennis every Sunday!
But only if I'm not studying with Friends on Sat!

Anyways! Yesterday I went for a swim & felt so good!
It has been ages since I've felt the Sun in water!
The warmth of the water is so comfortable!
Hope that later won't rain so I can go for a dip again!
Today can't play tennis due to the wet ground!
Hope that later the Sun will be up!

My mood was actually very good
But now it's spoilt!
Don't wanna say reason but it's just spoilt!
So hopefully a swim will do me good!

I really miss basking in the Sun & walking in the Rain!
Who says that people who love the Sun hates the Rain?!
I LOVE both! :D
Hate being coped up at home!
But have no choice... When I'm free I'll make a music player here!
The first song will be a Chinese one :D

To Be Continued...

STUDY DATE! :D

2009-08-15T22:17:00.006-05:00

Let me make it clear first! I'm not a lesbian and Shu Xian isn't one too!
BUT! We went on a study date yesterday!
Went to the airport to study haha!

Ate POPEYE! Here are photos!

Sorry that it's red but hey! I forgot to bring my camera! HAPPY?! LOL!

RED FOOD! I have a feeling it's the lighting LOL!

Er... yes it's slanted but... just tilt your heads! LOL!

Hey! I'm a nice person! Let me help you tilt your heads! :D

We met at 9 am and ate to like... 10+ 11? Idk! I forgot LOL!
Then we realized that studying was not allowed there!
Like wtheck man! &! I saw a man like sleeping there?!
So...what? Sleeping is allowed but not studying?!
What kinda rule is that! Moreover! We actually bought food!
He didn't! & he's allowed to sleep there! Retarded rule!

Anyways! SO! We went to the food court to study!
Which is stupidly located next to Popeye!
There we studied for 4 hours!
After that we walked around a little!
& settled down again to study!
We left at like... 6?
& even better! I had tuition after that! -.-

SO! I went to tuition!
We did oral LOL!
Was really nervous when I had to try! With like what? 11 pairs of eyes staring?!
LOL! But yea... it was alright...
& I found something interesting bout a girl in my class!
From the way she answered the topic on Family Planning & Criteria for a Spouse.
TOTALLY SELF-CENTERED!
haiz... can't believe this... she's really the most self-centered and egoistic girl I've ever met!
But whatever! With her bloody standards she can become a nun for all I care!

Then this morning I have already submitted an entry to do my TOFEL test!
I'll be taking it on Saturday, 26 September!
8.30 am have to report to the place! Test starts at 9 am!
So nervous though!

&! I'm still in love with Belgian Dark Chocolate!
The taste of the chocolate melting in your mouth
&! The bitter-sweetness filling your mouth
&! As you slowly savor it, the taste gets stronger & stronger!
Then It disappears leaving you to crave for more! :D

&! I have an entire BOX! It was a gift from a estate agent D:

LOOK! There's Milk,Dark & White chocolate!

&! Better yet! It's two layered! BEST RIGHT?! haha!

No way but straight

2009-08-14T06:51:00.004-05:00

Today School was ok...
But still full of laughs!
It was first cause of Wan Chew & Jasmine Tan
Er... I can't say it here cause if I do!
Wan Chew will get a beating from Jasmine LMAO!

Secondly! It was cause of Cards!
I'm REALLY REALLY SORRY!
I played a part as well and is VERY VERY SORRY!
Me, Wan Chew & Zheng ping accidentally tore one of Joshua's Poker cards! D:
How we know it was so easy to tear?!
But We'll buy a new deck for him of course!
Feel so guilty about it! D:
But because of that we laughed like damn long! LOL!

Then, out of nowhere!
We had to take class photo... really outta nowhere! LOL!
Then we took lor! Since Shu Xian not in school!
I was still sad and very bored!
I took the photos behind wan chew first then beside grace!
It was ok la! But still feels empty without Shu Xian D:

BUT! YAY! She's coming back next Monday! WEE~!
OK! Back to Business!

Then, after school I went to eat lunch with Bi Xiang, Roselyn & Claudia
At the Japanese Restaurant in E!hub
The food was fine! They gave me a wrong order though... but whatever! LOL!
Then we went back to school to study!
We studied Social Studies since I have a test on Monday!
It turned out fruitful! Luckily! LOL!

&! Even better news!
I'll be meeting Shu Xian tmr to study!
Don't know what yet! LOL!
But still happy I ACTUALLY get to see her tmr! LOL!

Tried to fall asleep just now since I was so tired!
& obviously I failed! D:
Wasn't in a very good mood after I reach home!
Had a quite heavy-hearted talk with Grace, Bi Xiang & Jing Hui on our way home.
Then still with the studying issue going on...
& my priorities still confused...
& all the stress coming back again...
I really hope I can cope this time.

And Mr Njoo's lecture actually did affect me.
FINE! I'm sorta slow! Now then have reaction but hey! Better than nothing right...?
I really want to do well for Prelims but what the heck am I doing to help myself?
Really a frustrating question!
I guess I'll just have to try my best & see if it's good enough!
I know I'm running short of time But what can I do right now?
There's no turning back!
There's no way but straight now!
It's a race! Not only against time but with everyone taking Prelims & Os!
I know I'm far behind... on top of that! I still have an extra mile to run!
Tick Tock Tick Tock...

I wanna end this post with a Pray for Taiwan.
For All those that are in danger in Taiwan.
I Pray for their survival & for their safety
For their health & for their Family & Friends
For those that have already become a sacrifice in this disaster,
May they rest in Peace.
And those whom have lost their loved ones,
Let them be strong & move on safely on their long journey ahead!
& May they have the courage to live!

I'm not Christian, Buddhist or any religion!
Thus, I pray to all!

Offically 16!!! WOOHOO~!

2009-08-12T07:58:00.003-05:00

YAY! CELEBRATION! I'm officially 16 now!
Received many wishes from friends and classmates!
On my Birthday itself! Which is 11TH AUGUST!

My best friend never go to school! D:
But it's ok! I understand! :D
Besides that my day was very good!
Maybe cause it's my birthday so I was especially in a good mood!
The best thing that day was PE!
We played PE! Even though we only played for like 15mins...
BUT! We played RUGBY! CONTACT RUGBY! HAHA!
But teacher was afraid that some of our girls might get hurt!
So the guys can't tackle us but we can tackle them!
It was damn funny to see them all tackling each other LOL!
Then! They fight fight fight the rugby flew outta their hands!
AND! In front of me! LOL! SO! You know~! Reflex action?
haha! So I picked up the ball and RAANNNN~!
AND! Since no one can tackle except the girls of course!
I scored a GOAL! Even though it came easy it was fun! :D
I wanna Play again ahha!

As for Today!
Nothing much happen!
Shu Xian still not in school! D:
Recess was fun though!
Played Hearts & made lots of Jokes!
I laughed til my Jaws dropped LOL!
And Wan Chew damn funny! She kept getting Hearts LOL!
And Mark tried to Shoot the Moon like 3 times?
&! failed! LOL!

Too bad there's no points when
you land among the stars! :P

:D

Hopefully tmr will be better!
Awaiting Your Return Shu Xian!:D

Birthday Celebration with Family!

2009-08-10T07:36:00.012-05:00

Yesterday was GREAT! ♥
We went to Tampines 1 to have our lunch!
We went to Manpuku! The food there was not bad!
It was the quantity that was shocking!
The plate was huge! And the amount of food as well!
There was a really wide variety too! :D
Here is our lunch!:

Mum's lunch!

My lunch!♥ with a bite outta it

Family meal!♥

After our lunch we went to buy my cake!
At the same time, We bought LOTS of bread from Yamazuki!

My Tiramisu cake!♥

3 flavours! Cheese,Coffee,Chocolate!
YUM!:D

Coffee Danish!

Chocolate waffle!!!
BEST PASTRY EVER!

Had a great time with my family!
I Love Them A LOT!!!

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION! :D

2009-08-07T09:42:00.014-05:00

Today we celebrated National Day in school!
It was pretty much fun cause we played around with paint! haha!
BUT! The day started of like shit!
I sprained my ankle RIGHT after i woke up!
Like really right after!
Don't ask why but i have this special skill of spraining my ankle! :P
Anw, now I'm like staying home instead of going out!
Isn't that sad?! Haiz... Blame my stupidity! LOL!
But today was really fun! We played with paint!
Like really PLAY! Not use the paint to paint but play!
We painted our hand damn a lot of colours!
There's... blue, red, yellow, green & Black LOL!
My hand ended up like some kinda black chocolate! LMAO!
Then I got caught ' red-handed!'
We smudge paint on people's hand & even face! LOL!
I ended up having a red cheek! and red lips!
Lucky I didn't eat any down!
Or else I'll have to tell Shu Xian how paint tasted like!
That won't be nice to taste! I don't even want to know! LOL!
And I'm way happier these few days!
After thinking it through :D

Anw! My mum made me do hw! -.-
My ankle is sprained and she made me do hw...
Some way to treat a patient!
Just Joking! But haha! can't blame her!

So I shall stop here and be an obedient girl! (hard to believe though:P)
BYE! *wave*

Thought It through & Found my answer

2009-07-31T23:55:00.004-05:00

I kept thinking why is this happening to me
& why must i be here & why must this be it?
I have found my answer!
Because I'm simply too lucky!
Too lucky to have such great parents.
One that puts you first,
One that try to fulfill your wishes without the use of money
but with the use of love and concern.
One that waits for you to go home so that they can love you more.
One that cares about you more than anything in the world.

Too lucky to have such great friends!
Those who are always there when you need them,
Those that are willing to share the world with you
Those that tell you everything first
Those that wipe your tears away
Those that cover you when you don't want to seen.
Those that make you laugh all the way to dawn.
Those that are willing to tell you the truth.
Those that carry your deepest secrets to their grave.

Too lucky to have such great siblings!
Those that hear what you have to say
Those that will sacrifice their time to listen
Those that provide the best solution there is
Those that comfort you no matter the distance
Those that try their best to carry love to you no matter how far away.

Too lucky to have so many great people in my life!

Last but not least,
Too lucky to have the chance to travel half way around the world...
To give me a chance to pursue my dream.
The chance to give me the best environment available
The chance for me to experience something totally different

So! Nothing can make me think I'm unlucky right now!
Nothing can make me too upset to forget this!
No one can irritate me that much to think I'm unlucky!

A special shout out to those that I love♥

Emotions

2009-07-23T07:20:00.004-05:00

How many kinds of Emotions are there?

Anger
Happiness
Jealousy
Romance
Envy
Cheerful
Fear
Frustration
Joy
Sorrow
Hate
Detest...

So many emotions and how many of them can you feel at once?

And these emotions are not all of them!

Which describes your life the most?

For me my mood now is between detest and frustration...

Screw up!

2009-07-23T02:42:00.004-05:00

Screw up Someone's life is so fun!
You should try it too! (:
Here are some examples!:
ALERT!: Only Some People Will Understand!

JO~ Mojojojo!
AN~teater!
AD~d some fun!
MA(mu)~st be fun!

Still got some pending haha!

Maybe...

ED~ucation

hmm... still have?
Have! A LOT! But can't think now haha!
I'll post more when i remember!
Shu Xian don't angry la!
I'm just screwing your life up LOL!
TATA!

Little Devil

Freaking pissed

2009-07-21T04:23:00.003-05:00

Damn pissed
This World is so Unfair
Got framed for smt i didn't do
Got scolded for no freaking reason
Everything becomes my fault
And I know I'm not in the wrong.

My friend also suffered today
Sorta got framed for smt she didn't do too
She had to pay the price and so did I

Why must we be such nice people and suffer in Silence?
One day We'll make all these worth while.

You think I'm just not hardworking
But how bout you?
I can probably make you pay
But I won't...
I'm not gonna make that mistake

Pissed

Imagination Running Wild

2009-07-16T03:47:00.002-05:00

Can't Eat

Can't Sleep

Can't Smile when alone

Can't Stop Worrying

Can't Stop Tears from falling

Can't Stop My heart from racing

Can't Control my breathing

Can't seem to believe

Can't seem to relax

Can't stop sighing

Can't Stop Counting

Can't Stop My Imagination From Running Wild

So many Can't (s), But how many Can (s) ?

First Post In Chinese

2009-07-12T08:45:00.003-05:00

最近的心情越来越沉重
当时间慢慢的流失时，
考试的日子也慢慢的逼近
心中的恐惧也慢慢的扩大
心里就像在热锅上的蚂蚁一样。。。
那么的躁急，那么的无助。。。
没有人能够体会我的心情。。。
没有人会比我更躁急。。。
我背负的不只是父母的期望。。。
也是自己的欲望，
欲望能够和哥哥与姐姐一起努力，
欲望能够让父母感到骄傲。。。
能够让他们以我为荣。

每一次想起考试，
就会不自觉的怀疑自己到底有没有能力让父母以我为荣，
自己到底有没有能力不让父母失望，
到底有没有能力跟得上哥哥和姐姐。
我不应该抱怨，
不应该不自足。。。
姐姐也叫我一定要有信心，
但我不能够控制自己的心情。
不能够不怀疑自己的能力，
不能够相信自己做得到。
更不能相信自己和哥哥姐姐一样聪明，伶俐。

而且。。。申请学校所用的并不是国考的成绩。。。
而是末考的成绩。。。
这样，我的时间又减少了多少？
那么我剩下准备的时间又有多少？
能够和朋友相处的时间又有多少？
能够放轻松的时间又有多少？

现在的我充满了问号。。。
那么多的问题。。。
却没有一个人知道他们的答案。
那么多无答案的问题。
该这么办呢？
现在对我而言连空气都太沉重了，
让我无法呼吸，
无法喘气。

想象这种心情每天跟随着你，
每天每天提醒着你别人对你的期待，
这就是我的心情。。。

自卑的女孩

Shu Xian's Birthday! :D

2009-07-07T05:09:00.006-05:00

Yesterday went to Marina Square to celebrate Shu Xian Birthday!
Actually was suppose to have other people but... oh well!
Who cares! We still had fun haha!
Shu Xian and I met up first
Then Mark came along and last Jwei!
Shu Xian and I waste damn a lot of time!
TRYING to figuring the freaking place out!haha!
There was like 4 parts to it!
And the Entertainment place was called 'Groove Nation' LOL!
Funny name!
Anyways! We went to eat at Jack's place!
Shu Xian was damn funny!
She couldn't cut a half spring Chicken haha!
But oh well! There WAS bones... so...
haha! it's expected of her haha!
And wth?! Before we actually decided where to eat!
We also walked really long before going to Jack's Place!
Their food was OK! Not excellently nice BUT ok! LOL!
And MAN! Me and Mark was such nice people that day!
We paid for Shu Xian's meal! haha! oh well!
HEY! That's what friend are for!
Not saying that friend are for paying your bills!
But makes you happy!:D
After That we went to the arcade!
Since it was Shu Xian's Birthday!
We went to play retarded games at first!
Then I watched them play Para Para! LOL!
It was damn funny! LOL!
Anyways! After Jwei joined us we went to play pool!
It was my first time playing!
I totally missed like damn a lot of times! LOL!
But! hey! beginner's luck! You know?
I was actually able to hit balls in haha!
I totally surprised myself haha!
It was damn fun! I shall play again sometime!:D
And damn I'm so looking forward to Final Destination 4!
And it's out after my birthday! THEN! yay! I can watch it! haha!

games addict!:D

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

2009-07-03T09:03:00.002-05:00

Someone freaking help me!
I'm being irritated to a point of breakdown!
I really can't take it anymore!
I'm gonna go mad soon if this continues!
I can't say much here so perhaps it won't make any sense to any of you!
BUT I.CAN'T.TAKE.IT.ANYMORE!
I'm being driven up my wall!
There is no solution!
It's either I suffer or both suffer!
I.CAN'T.TAKE.IT.ANYMORE!
This is really too much!
Those words ' I can't take it anymore'
is like repeating themselves in my head
LIKE SOME KIND OF FREAKING STUCK RADIO!
Someone save me from this shit!
GRR! Can't freaking take this anymore!
I think i lost count of how many times this kinda shit happened to me!
Last year have, this year have!
What the heck have I freaking done wrong?!
ARGH! I can't say anything cause I'm too nice a person
I can't DON'T say anything cause I'll blow my head off!
I'm trying very very very very hard to not blow my top
and scream like a mad woman! girl!
I can't even count how many situations this has freaking happen before!
I HATE THIS KINDA THING!
Even more than people who act pro!
people who has high pitched voice!
and those who i just plainly hate!

pissed off!

YAY!

2009-07-02T08:01:00.004-05:00

HAHA! I have good news! AGAIN!
My phone is repaired!!! :D YAY!
And man... Nokia is a freaking 'scammer'!
I repaired my phone in Bedok for 70 bucks!
And! It turns out that the problem wasn't the botton haha!
That guy said it's the cable but...
how the heck would i know whether it's true or not!
But since he helped me repair my phone!:D
I'll give him the benefit of doubt ahah!
SEE! I'm such a nice person! YAY!
Now all i have to do is wait for my beloved earpiece
from my beloved sister!:D
YAY! And LOL! Today we played bridge like nobody's business!
Play damn a lot of games! haha!
It was so fun! Damn! I'm craving for it again! haha!
Even though Go Fish is fun! NOTHING can beat bridge man!
Except maybe damn a lot of people playing murderer
AND sitting in a circle!
That will be damn freaking fun!
try imagining like... 20?30? People sitting in a circle!
All looking around and suspense in the air!
Everyone thinking who is the murderer and will they be the next victim!
I love this kinda game! Suspense! they ROCK!

BRIDGE!

Bloody hell

2009-07-01T05:30:00.002-05:00

So freaking retarded!
My phone can't on...
I'm freaking angry...
Cause what the heck's the use of having a new earpiece
when my phone spoil?
And bloody hell! The person at Nokia told me that...
Just by freaking repairing the freaking botton needs at least $125
What the heck is this? Some kind of scam?
Even changing another phone is way freaking cheaper!
But If i change it'll be a 2 year plan when
I'm most likely to leave like end of this year!
So freaking retarded!
And my mood hasn't been very good this few days...
Actually it's worse than not very good!
I'm easily irritated and getting more and
more irritated as the days pass by!
The first few days of school was shit!
Today the lessons was more or less like shit!
And my mood now is like shit!
My phone is freaking a piece of shit!
And now currently my life is also shit!
So there's only one word in my mind now and obviously it is : 'SHIT'!
Hate my life right now! Nothing is going on right!
Getting really good news but even worse news!
Bloody hell! If i calculate everything it's still worse and thus still shit!
SHIT!
SHIT!
SHIT!
SHIT!

SHIT!

Last day til school reopens...

2009-06-27T23:29:00.003-05:00

COME ON PEOPLE!
Let us all cry over the opening of school!!!
But hey! even though today is the last day of holiday!
I'm really really really really happy!!!!
Cause I just received the best news ever!!!
If you people actually remember!
I posted an entry during April about my love for Skullcandy!
My earpiece is spoiling soon and ...
I don't even have freaking 80 bucks to buy my one true love!
And I'm getting freaking frustrated about it!
Then... My most wonderful, pretty, lovely and other really really nice adjectives sister!
Told me that she saw a Skullcandy earpiece that is what...
about 25 Sg bucks ?!
Man! Sg is such a ripoff!
THE earpiece sold in Sg for 80! The same one in Texas for 25!
Moreover! My sis has a voucher worth 20 bucks!
HOW SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTT IS THAT?!?!
I'm totally excited! AND!!!!
A few days ago, my god sister IM and
said that the skull accessory I've been looking for...
IS FOUND!!! And!
Her friend will be coming to singapore soon and
will then hand it over to me!
AHH!!! This week is really my week!!!
Good news keeps on coming!
But sadly... there is school tomorrow... AWW!
But hey! Look at the bright side!
We don't have to go out just to meet our friends!
We can just see each other in school! haha!
It has been such a long time since i have felt this way!!!
The urge and need to blog!!!
I just want to scream to world!!!!:
I LOVE MY SISTER(s)!!!!
meaning... godsister and real sister!
LOVE' EM TO THE CORE!!!

loving them!

HAHA! hi again!:D

2009-06-24T10:53:00.002-05:00

Too lazy to post on different days! So here's another one!:D
Quite long ago we had a class BBQ!
It was really really fun!
But the morning didn't start out too well!
At first! My friends and I went to the beach!
Wanted to try the ' kangaroo shoes'!
But then i realised that you can only use them in a restricted area!
That's not fun! so! we decided to cycle instead!:D
So after the beach! Adriel went home first!
Then Shu xian came to my house and changed and we got ready to head for the BBQ!
We had to carry PUDDING!!! 30!!! each! it was quite heavy!
But... IT WAS MANGO!!! MY FAVE!!!
WOOHOO! so I wasn't tired!:D
Then we headed to bedok first! we get some food for the BBQ!
We met JunWei at bedok to sit bus there!
After that! We headed to our classmates' house!(twin house! ZheSheng and Zherui!)
There we rested!!! Oh did i mention some of us intended to plat tennis there?
But sadly! just nice on that day the tennis court was closed!
And i brought my racket for nth! -.-
Oh well! But we had lots of fun at the BBQ!:D
But one bad thing happened! Smoke got into my eyes!!!
Then my eyes started tearing haha!
But I still wanted to BBQ the stuff cause it was fun!
But my friends didn't let me! D: oh well! they meant well!:D

AND! for photos pls refer to!!!!
http://crazy-retarded-life.blogspot.com/

Sorry! too lazy!:P
And there's only a few photos!

HAHA! It's morning! So i didn't post 2 entries in one day! :D

Still hyper haha!

MACRITCHIE WALK!!!

2009-06-24T10:37:00.002-05:00

So long nvr blog le haha! been too lazy to blog!
See what holiday did to me!!! OK! I shall not crap anymore!
Time to get serious!:D

HAHA! so long nvr blog i don't even remember when we went for the walk!
Anyways! It was damn fun!!! But also freaking tiring!
We walked for like damn long!!!
We got freaking lost!
Because one of the way was blocked so we kept asking for directions!
So embarrassing! But it's ok!:D
Anyways! The walk wasn't the main point!:DD
SUSPENSION BRIDGE!!! was the main point!!!
It was DAMN HIGH!!! But i was so excited!!! I kept looking down haha!
I took lots of photos and post it on facebook!:D
OOO! We also saw monkeys!!!
And eww... we saw them doing smt we shouldn't have seen LOL!
We also saw a squirrel! Tried to take it's picture haha!
We saw LOTS of lizards!!! One made me jump!
I didn't see it and all of a sudden i got too close and it moved and i got a shock haha!
But it was damn fun!!! There were lots of SLOPES!!!
And stairs!!! It was crazy!
one was so long it looked like a stairway to heaven haha!
I don't have the photo for that but my friend does!
It was so long!!! But very satisfying!!!
Finally got to go to the suspension bridge!!!:D

Here are the links!:

For All photos:
http://www.facebook.com/photos/?ref=sb#/photo.php?pid=1867447&id=574570969

For stairway to heaven!:D :
http://crazy-retarded-life.blogspot.com/

Enjoy the photos!!!

June 02 2009 <3

2009-06-02T11:43:00.011-05:00

Today Shu Xian and I went to school for oral!
We waited damn long before our turn!
And i totally screw up the picture haha!
Andi do mean totally! HAHA!
Then we went back to my house to eat lunch and
prepare for our KBOX evening!
JK, Adriel, Shu Xian and I went for it but Bi Xiang didn't!
Stupid Bi Xiang told her don't last minute cannot go and what happens?
She last minute cannot go... Anyways!
We sang from 1+ to 3! Damn short!
But was freaking fun! SO FUN!!! ahah!
Then we had A LOT of time on our hands!
So! We decided to go to the beach and cycle!
We kept changing our minds on the way
but eventually still chose cycling...
I know it's retarded!
The more retarded thing is! I cycled in jeans! Damn difficult!
Then we were tired and took a sit ON THE PATHWAY!
But at least we left a little gap for people to cycle or rollerblade pass haha!
And! We sat there and played mahjong! LIKE! WTH?!
It is in card form! We played for a while!
Then JK had to go home! But it was a freaking fun day!!!
TOTALLY FUN!!!
Here are some pictures! (or else my blog damn plain!)

BRIDGE!!!

2009-05-29T03:51:00.003-05:00

Crap! Today we had the stupid fire drill...
made me totally sweat and it was totally lame...
After that blahblahblah lesson to A LOT of talks!
I really mean A LOT OF TALKS!!!
The hall of Students practically wined!
In between had recess,
Shu Xian, Goh Jun Wei, Dominic and Me played Taidi!
I lost once haha! At least my luck was ok!
Then JK and Jwei came along and we played Taidi first,
then bridge!
Damn long never play bridge lor! Wahh!!! Totally miss it!
Mark was also there! And we played like 3 games...
Retarded right? 3 games only!
But I won overall haha! Not really la...
First round is Jwei and Me win... I think...
Second Round is Shu Xian and Me win... 9 SETS!!! WOOHOO!
Third Round is Jwei and Me win again!
But Dominic tried and play and he got it all wrong LOL!
He had only 3 clubs and he bid 3 clubs!
Funny dude! Man... I'm craving for more BRIDGE!!!
CRAP!!! Totally addicted man!
SHIT!
Oh yea! During the holiday I'm gonna try and wear contact!
Hopefully won't end up like Jwei like this...
keep poking his own eyes...!
But it's ok! I have Shu Xian to teach me!:D
And... crap... report book got back already...
CRAP!!! Didn't do very well but got 5th in place...
I think our class really didn't do well...
Even with my marks also can get 5th in class...
Totally miracle! And can't believe it!
Wei Shin got 6TH IN CLASS LE!!!
Gosh... he like sit rocket sia... I must sit Jet le ahha!
Cannot lose to him this kind of people :P
Now gonna go write a chinese compo in which i do not think i can do well...
Oh well... at least i tried haha!

BRIDGE ADDICT!

Worse day ever!!!

2009-05-17T08:53:00.002-05:00

Shitty day today! Really! It's worse than getting bad results!
Today at 7.24am I was woke up suddenly by my dad's loud noises!
He slammed the door of my bedroom and shout for me to wake up!
I woke up in a shocked state and was freaking pissed!
Who would want to wake up in this state
And that was only the beginning of my worse day ever!
Instead of 2hrs of fun! It was 2hrs of torture!
Due to my fathers consideration I was not in a good state for tennis.
I got scolding from my mum for not paying attention during tennis
And my dad made it worse by his bad playing technique.
And i have a blister on my hand
And I accidentally let my racket slip 2 times!
I swear it was a freaking accident for both!
Then... I received news that i have chinese tmr until 6+pm!
And here comes the worst part!
My friend told me about a dream and it was unbelievable!
It's way beyond scary even scarier than any freaking horror movie!
It's too scary beyond imagination!
Adrenaline is pumping through my blood!
And it's due to fear! shitty day!

Shittiest day ever!

Who says i live an unhealthy life?!

2009-05-16T07:20:00.003-05:00

Crap... I woke up at 7am!!!
Cause my mum woke me up to eat breakfast...
Like... WHAT THE HELL?!
Who wakes up at freaking 7 am to eat breakfast?
We were suppose to wake up early to walk to Eunos and have our breakfast
But... to my JOY! My daddy already went there to Eunos and bought it!
Unfortunately! My mum dragged me to Eunos to buy 2 stalks of vegetables!
Cause of 2 stalks of freaking vegetables!
I was dragged there in a very sleepy state!
Told my mum that i won't be able to go back to sleep if i went
She said it was nonsense!
WTH! Then i came back... and i couldn't sleep!
then like in the afternoon i couldn't take it and went to sleep...
I spent 30mins staring that the freaking ceiling!
Then i fell asleep... slept for like... 4hr i think!
Damn nice! haha Then i got bored again!
then my mum and dad dragged me to the beach!
They walked to the beach but i cycled there!:D
I rather cycle than walk haha!
Felt really good when cycling:D
I cycled pass the water cable ski, the fishing pier, the garden and challenger:D
First have a lot of people than was damn empty!
But it was fun! And now I'm drinking orange juice!
And I just ate MANGO!!! Best fruit EVER!!!:D
See! I can eat, sleep and exercise in one day! HA!
Healthy ok?! haha! Now I'm so bored...
I'm watching Chicken little haha! in chinese!!!
For the benefit of my mum! lols!
She's like... laughing like crazy! lols!

My funny mum!

BOO!

2009-05-15T04:12:00.007-05:00

Here are some pictures i took yesterday! haha
I was too tired yesterday to upload it so... here it is!:DHere's a guess for you! Which is the real Shu Xian?! The left or the right?
We took this in the toilet! haha!This is what Shu Xian and I wore to Orchard!
And today Shu Xian, Goh Jun Wei and I went to Just Asia!
We met JK there haha and Zhe Rui and their friends!
After that we accompanied Adriel back to school
then went to popular to buy smt!
We have a current mission right now but it's a secret!
So! we'll only accomplish the mission then tell all of you!:D
Have patience!:D
Oh yea! I freaking forgot haha!
Shu Xian thinks that Mermaid has Two LEGS!!!
HAHA! I LMAO cause of that haha!
Stupid girl!

Excited Girl! WOOHOO~!

FREAKING TIRED!!!

2009-05-14T07:20:00.002-05:00

OMG! My feet is freaking pain...
Like running for 5 days non stop like this...
Today went to Orchard with Bi Xiang, Shu Xian and Sylvia.
Shu Xian and I met at like... 11.30am
And we walked all the way! UNTIL 5.45 PM!!!
And that is like... 6hrs and 15 mins! WHAT THE HECK!!!
6HOURS and 15 MINS!!! OMG! is that like a freaking record? lols
We went to Wisma and Far east... but damn tired!
I wore until damn formal haha! I did take photos but i'm damn tired to upload!
Freaking tired... I didn't buy anything today and so did shu xian haha!
SO PROUD OF HER! And damn it! I didn't find a white vest...
Why so hard find a white vest? freak!
We walked up and down and up and down and... ...
Bi Xiang bought like... 2 shirts! same colour i think... lols
Sylvia also bought clothes:D
LOL we also went to see gown...
and Sylvia say that the dress code changed!
She say that Mr Gng said that the gown can be until knee can le!
YAY! But i see how la... don't even feel like a dress or a gown...
Damn it!!! But Bi Xiang and Shu Xian went to try some on!
The clothes very nice!!! And i took some photos haha!
Muahahahah! I shall not put them on the blog!
Don't want let you all see le! hmpf!
but really very nice! haha!
And today me and Shu Xian ate a lot!!! lols
First is mango fruit juice, then is mixed rice and then she ate sushi lols!
I never! haha! LOL
Today really very fun haha! I don't want go back school and get results!
Will die one!!! really will die one!!! AHH!!!!
But I think Bi Xiang loves the card i made haha!
And now I'm still working on more CARDS!
Haha I love to make cards! So nice to make:D
And so nice to see people like it!:D
And... I still wanna go ice-skating!!! Who want go?!
With me and Bi Xiang!!! Who want go ice-skating?
SOBS! I want go!!! So long never go le! Miss the feeling on the ice!

Ice-skates girl!

Compiled!

2009-05-12T03:28:00.002-05:00

These few weeks have been... Exam,Exams and more Exams...
Went to the airport and study...
Celebrated mother's day!
Messed with people's head!
Facts:
Do you know that messing with a guy's mind is freaking easy?
Tip 1. Contradict yourself
Tip 2. Ask the question over and over again.
Tip 3. Keep him interested in the answer
Tip 4. Give reasons for both sides of the argue.
Tip 5. Give examples.
Isn't this simple? And! It's more fun than playing online games!
It's better than food, shopping etc!
It's the best entertainment so far haha!
DAMN FUN!!! And I'm glad to say! I screwed 2 people up in 1 day! haha!
ok... let's see... any other interesting things?
Hmm... OH YEA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BI XIANG!!!
Today is my good friend's birthday!
Tmr is the last day of EXAMS!!! WOOHOO!
And tmr maybe after the exam
,which is at 9am... so retarded,
my friends and I might be going for Archery!
I hope it's fun!:D
And on Thurs I'll be celebrating Bi Xiang's birthday!
And I'm being such a nice person! I'm making cards for people!
haha!
Well... I think that's it...
hmm... I expected this post to be really really long... but it's not really....
Oh yes... one last thing...
I hope i can be a good 'middle person' hopefully...
Hope everything turns out well...
And i hope i don't have to be torn apart again...
And i really mean torn apart...
Some people will understand what the hell I'm talking about...
So... yups... I shall end here:D
See you dear blog next time:D

Girl with mixed emotions ><

A random thought

2009-05-09T09:38:00.002-05:00

Sitting on the bus with my back facing the front of the bus,
I watched trees and buildings appear before me.
Not knowing what will appear net but watched the passing fade.
Reminded me of what life can be.
Everyone will never know what will come next
but had to watch the past fade further and further from them.
The feeling of loss in my heart
as i watch the trees zoom pass made it difficult for me to breathe.
Not knowing what made think of this...
I stared blankly at the view outside.
Finally I reached my destination and got off... ...
And I started my journey from here again.

Random girl

OH NO!!!

2009-04-30T01:24:00.002-05:00

Haiz... so saddening...
My sis not coming to singapore le...
Stupid SWINE flu!!!
Because of the strict checks... once you are examined to have fever
You won't be able to land!
As in really land! in singapore!
haiz... and my sis don't wanna take the risk so not coming le...
Haiz... SO SAD!!!
I was so freaking excited and now I'm freaking disappointed...
Haiz... no more motivation
I wonder how i can manage to study the remaining subjects...
But... i rather my sis is safe than sorry
Guess I'll have to wait for the next time!

Disappointed...

Yawns

2009-04-28T05:22:00.002-05:00

Today nothing very special...
However, today i had SS lesson after school with my teacher
At MACDONALD with a few more friends.
We went through another essay...
We had many laughs though...
Stupid Adriel started making actions of throwing a baby up and down!
Stupid Chan Junwei keeps talking about Pokemon...
AND freaking irritating keep calling me 'When You' Damn it sia...
Damn irritated! CHAN JUN WEI!
If you see this post! Let me tell you!
You're freaking irritating haha! XD
And at Mac we saw many students there haha!
And Ms leong called them to where we sitting and sorta talked to them...
haha! So funny sia... and they kept looking at us until they left haha!
Nothing else already i think... haha!
OH YEA! My sis told me that she'll be in Singapore for 3 weeks! YAY!
Ok... i shall go study SS! OMG!
So many essay but I'll work hard! JIA YOU!

JIA YOU!

Too in love with skullcandy

2009-04-27T05:37:00.005-05:00

Haha i was skullcandy when I went to Suntec to celebrate a friend's birthday!

I fell totally in love! I even went to the website and checked it out!
I found some really nice things!
Here are the pictures!:
Skullcandy bag!(US$119.95)Lime smokin' Bud! (S$49.90+)Skullcandy Necklace!(US$9.95)

Pink Somkin' Bud!(S$39.90+)

So nice right?!
But! Even if i do have the money!
I'm so not going to buy for myself!
It's so expensive!!! Plus! I'm trying to safe money haha!
But I still think of it!!! HAHA!
Oh well! I shall try my best and concentrate on mid years! ^_^

concentration concentration this is a game of concentration XD

GREAT NEWS!!! :)

2009-04-26T07:51:00.003-05:00

I hereby announce:
that i had a great time celebrating ADRIEL'S B'DAE!
sorry adriel! i can't dedicate this post to you!
For more information pls visit shu xian's blog!
LOLS
OK! back to business!
I received the best news EVER!!!
My sis is coming to SINGAPORE!!!
IN 2 MONTHS TIME!!!
I miss her so much! I haven't seen her in ages!
However... we might end up quarreling haha
that is how weird we are!><;
We get along fine online! but once we see face to face...
KABOOM! big fight! haha
I guess that's our way of greeting each other :p
but i really do miss her! I want to go shopping with her!
Eat breakfast lunch dinner with her!
Want to exercise! Do all sister things together haha!
Even though i always answer that I don't feel lonely at all
Whenever people ask me don't I feel lonely with all my siblings away?
Well... i don't feel lonely but... just like a portion of me was taken away...
Somewhere in my heart, there's a piece missing...
BUT! I'm really glad she can come to Singapore!
I'm really excited! Whenever we're online we can chat about everything!
My problems, My studies, Her Studies... and Bro's Studies!
We talk about everything we know!
Haha speaking of the devil! My sis is online!
Well! I shall stop here then haha! Leave you people to think!
I'm gonna chat with my sis again!:P
Bye! And ADRIEL!!! Happy birthday again!

Excited sister!<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIEL!!!

2009-04-22T07:18:00.002-05:00

Since today is Adriel's Birthday!
And I promised him I'll blog a post just for him!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIEL!!!
Sorry i didn't give you a birthday card today!
But I'll give it to you on Friday!
Promise!:D
I shall sing you a birthday song here!
*cough cough*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ADRIEL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
*cheer!*
Don't say i lame ok? I'm just a little retarded on the edges but I'm fine:D
OH YEA! I also need to say bout goh jun wei here... ...
He asked me to... haha!
Goh jun wei keep saying 'Transformer' these few days...
I don't think he's alright... even though he said he was...
haha! OH yea! OMG! Tmr is my SYF!!!
I'm so nervous! So scared... I'll sing the wrong notes...
I'll try my best anyways and have a confidence boost before that!
JIA YOU!!! Hope we can at least get a silver! JIA YOU!

JIA YOU!!!

Bad news coming more and more!

2009-04-21T07:07:00.002-05:00

Today i just stupidly realized that midyear starts next week!
Stupid... summary test just finished and midyear is here...
Haiz... feeling the stupid pressure haha.
Today our conductor talked to us about SYF...
Which is 1 DAY AWAY!!! AHHH!!!
She said that the judges are even more strict than before!
Perfect pitching, harmony and expression must be there...
In order to get gold! I don't think we'll be able to make it.
BUT! I will give it all my best!
She said that the Silver in the previous SYF is this year's bronze...
And the previous gold is this year's Silver.
I just hope that we can at least maintain Silver or even get gold!
And! Mr Surine came and gave us a talk about our SYF as well...
He said that he would be there when we have our SYF.
Hope he can keep this promise! I hope we don't disappoint anyone...
And tmr i have AMATHS TEST!
Chapter 14-17! Surely die one haha!
And i can't believe i might fail my vectors test!
Vectors is like... freaking easy but i blank out during the test haha
I don't even remember how to freaking get a column vector haha!
Totally screwed! but i will continue to work hard!
ooo... Today's post is so long lols.
Well i shall stop here then:D
See you next time blog!

Disappointing!

Disappointed and pissed

2009-04-18T05:30:00.003-05:00

Today in the morning had Chinese lesson in school!
It was ok at first until Teacher said something about China...
And then my fren pointed at me and said ' from China'.
I am so freaking pissed!
How can he not know the freaking difference between China and Taiwan?!
URGH!!!! So FREAKING ANGRY!
Some more is not anyone but is a fren!
How can he say that?! so freaking pissed... ...
Can believe it man! DAMN IT!
*sigh* and today the choir was so disappointing
Alto 2s! First time after so long then have a mistake!
Some more is damn big mistake! So sad...
But i believe we'll get it right!

Still pissed!

Sad Day today...

2009-04-08T07:15:00.002-05:00

Nothing is going well today...
More stress is building up that is suffocating me...
Can't do well for even Chinese which EVERYONE expects me to do well.
And i do mean EVERY FREAKING PERSON I FREAKING KNOW!
So stressed...
Tmr Bio SPA, Chinese compo test.
And still have stupid speech day...
Have... Chinese O lvl and Bio SPA during june i think...
And then... is Prelim then is O lvl
Then! is TOEFL test...
AND before that... need to do damn well for O lvl
So that can get into VJC...
This is so freaking pressurising!
I think I'm going to suffocate soon...
Trying my best to listen in every class...
no matter how boring it is...
Try not to get angry at teachers... even if they scold us...
Trying to study for tests that i hate so much...

Girl with a Dream that seems impossible to Achieve

BESTEST XD TENNIS GAME EVER!

2009-04-04T21:21:00.002-05:00

YAY! I just finished my weekly tennis game with my mum!
Like i said Dad's not in Singapore but yay! he's coming back tmr:D
Today i had the best game of tennis ever!
After so long I finally found MY point!
Today most of the hits were in! YAY!
Mum said i improved! lucky me:D
Like this i can tell my dad i actually improved while he was away haha
lols yesterday just had a little quarrel with mum
And now I'm so happy haha I think i'm going crazy lols
Oh yea! And while playing tennis we saw a pink& orange butterfly
I think it's a good sign ;D I'll see how the day goes:D

On the HIGH!!!

Pressurised

2009-04-03T04:48:00.005-05:00

Yesterday and today i heard 2 good news!
My sis got into the US 2nd best Grad school!
& my bro's team was awarded US$1 000 000 as research fund!
Even though these are such great news...
But I'm at the end of the string... ...
I feel SO pressurised and stressed!
My sis and bro are so clever and smart...
While I'm just average... ...
I'm really really worried I'm not up to mark...
That both my sis and bro have done my parents proud...
While I'm just... average...
So afraid that i can't pass the TOEFL test...
So afraid that i can't get into VJC in which was my siblings' previous school.
That i won't be able to go Texas or go into the same school as them
So afraid I'll disappoint my parents...
I didn't get into Anglican High,
I'm not even in higher Mother Tongue
I didn't get as many As as my siblings,
I'm not as hardworking as them,
I'm not as clever too...
And there's SYF, O levels, tough competition...etc.
All these things just rushed into my life altogether!
ARGH!
I heard from my mum that they scored 300+/400 for the TOEFL test...
Like... WTH! So freaking smart...
What about me? nothing compared to them...

Worried and Stressed!

Hai Carnival:D

2009-03-29T08:03:00.002-05:00

Yesterday We had the Hai Carnival:D
IT was pretty ok haha
I was at my class' stall the whole time lols
Spraying t-shirts for other people:D
Even though i was really tired after that it was freaking fun haha!
We sold all of our shirt! except the shirts on display!
Plus I'm freaking happy that Mr S_ _ _ _ got dunked haha!
haha! totally COOL! haha and other teachers got dunked too:D
I'm totally proud of myself for spraying most of the shirt!:D
I wanna spray more haha!

PROUD GIRL!

REQUEST FROM DEAR SIS:D

2009-03-25T04:37:00.006-05:00

So happy i bought my beloved watch haha
bought it about 2 days ago but cause was too busy...
With school and preparation for SYF
I didn't write my love for my WATCH!
here's photos of my watch and my new FLESH IMP clothes:D

BELOVED SKULL WATCH
BELOVED SKULL WATCH II
' To Be Honest I'm Still Hungry'
DAMN NICE!
love all this clothes and watches haha:)
And daddy's going Taiwan tmr for 10 days...
Gonna miss him so much... I'll keep mummy company:D

HAPPIEST GIRL!

Happy Outing:D

2009-03-19T06:46:00.002-05:00

Today I went to Bugis with my parents:D
Watched ' Race To Witch Mountain' It was freaking nice:D
Went for lunch and searched for my watch at Bugis Street:D
I did find Skull watches but they were WAY too crazy XD
And my mum was all of a sudden so nice haha:D
She gave me money to buy the watch at Ehub:D AND~
She bought me two new shirts:D
I LOVE IT SO MUCH! haha XD
But tmr have choir... BUT I'll enjoy it:D
Check you later ;D

Happy Girl:D

Freaking Retarded!

2009-03-11T06:20:00.002-05:00

Today I siao liao sia... I freaking broke my watch...
So HEART PAIN SIA!!! ... ... ... ... NOT!!!
Haha I freaking broke it on purpose shh... it's a secret haha!
Shu Xian and Me was like trying to freaking break the glass
Then the watch damn solid lor...
hit the watch on the bench like don't know how many times le...
Then still never break le! Then I was like... shit...
Then i hit the watch 2 more times damn hard then the glass shatter haha!
But shit sia... the hand still can move le!!! IT.STILL.CAN.MOVE!
haha but then i played with the hand then spoil le!
YYEESSSSS!!!! SPOIL LE!!! haha
I'm so gonna go buy a new one! YAY!
Hope can get money from parents sia... then can buy a watch AHAHA!
Or else need wait til my BD sia... Then i tell my fren my watch spoil,
you know what she say? She say:'Finally!' LOLs
You can see how freaking lan my watch was lor...
Even though it was cheap but it was pretty ugly haha.
SORRY LA! I have no freaking choice sia...
Damn long i want a watch le haha
Well, when i get a nice watch I'll post it up and have picture for it haha

WAIT.FOR.IT! COMING SOON~

enthusiastic girl!

OMG i saw smt i WANT!!! SHITTT!!! >.<

2009-03-09T07:52:00.002-05:00

OMG I saw a SKULL WATCH AT EHUB!!!
OMG it was freaking nice!!!
I want it haha but a little ex actually it's bout 11 bucks.
I hope i can go bugis and see whether have nicer and cheaper watch or not
And see my beloved purple cap check whether have new stock or not...
Maybe it's not there already... >_< hope it's there
I'm getting more and more guy by the minute! SHIT!!!
I want skull thing, I want black,purple,red,grey stuff.
I freaking hate going to bugis cause I'll get so freaking angry...
Cause the guy shirts there are so much freaking nicer than those of girls...
Damn it! This is SO UNFAIR!!! I want nice shirts too!
OMG I'm so gonna spent a lot of money on stuff i want this year.
Haiz.... Must seriously start saving up if I'm gonna buy myself stuff haha
If my parents know i spent so much money,
I'M FREAKING DEAD MEAT!
They'll slice me up and cook me! *Gulp*
Pray to all the gods, deity, Buddha, lords etc...

-transformation in progress-

Busy Busy Busy Day~

2009-03-08T08:13:00.002-05:00

Today is my Dear Mummy's Birthday:D
We went to eat Delifrance:D if i actually spelled it right haha
We went to catch a movie too:D MARLEY & ME~!
It was so sad at the ending haha but expected already i read the book ;p
But it was nice to watch:D
I tried to look for clothes i want haha but nth...
But there is one jacket...hoodie or whatever crap you call it...
But it was like freaking EX!!! It was $39.90...
I would be freaking outta my mind to buy it
Man... I have to stop wanting stuff haha with the stupid financial crisis,
I don't see HOW I CAN STILL WANT SO MUCH FREAKING STUFF!
Haha... nvr used to want so many stuff before...
MUST.RESIST.TEMPTATION.TO.WANT.THINGS.

Girl trying to resist ;p

A Vow For The World To See

2009-03-06T06:27:00.002-06:00

No Matter What It Takes
I'm not going to allow some bastard to make shu xian unhappy
The only thing i can say now is, that person is sway to choose her...
If you mess with her, you mess with me...
I don't freaking care if you're gonna find trouble with me...
I'm gonna keep her unbroken and heal her if you hurt her...
If you hurt her, I'm gonna hurt you...
That's the only promise i can make right now...
I'll never allow YOU to hurt my good friend,
If I see her shed a tear cause' of you,
I'm gonna make you feel freaking guilty until you wish you were never born...
I'm going to do my best to keep you away from her unless she tells me to stop.
I am at her demand, I'll keep her safe if necessary.
I'll leave her alone if necessary but if you hurt her again,
You're going to freaking regret it.
And seriously... I do not joke bout this.
Take my word for it... I'll do whatever it takes...
If you think you have the guts... try me.

A Girl with determination like Steel

Fading...

2009-03-02T05:10:00.002-06:00

Once Broken Never Able To Repair,
Once Scarred Never Able To Heal.
Even With The Magic Of Time,
Never Able To Forget.
With Time We Drift Apart,
With Time An Excuse For Us To Walk Our Separate Ways.
Maybe This Is For The Best,
Perhaps This Will Help Us All.
To Help Us See What We Really Want,
To Help Us Know What Is The Best Solution.
This Is What I Feel,
What I Really Want To Say To You.
But Never Able To...
Good Luck To You,
And All The Best...

A Girl Who's tired of everything

Best Badminton Game EVER!!!

2009-02-27T04:56:00.002-06:00

Today I experienced the best badminton game in my entire 15 years of life:D
It was the BEST BEST BEST game EVER EVER EVER!!!
Damn shiok sia... but... sadly... ONG SHU XIAN DID NOT COME!!!
Ong Shu Xian if you see this post... Let me tell you...
I'm not gonna ask you to go for any badminton games again... like ever... never ever...
You bang say me 3 TIMES ALREADY...
And it's all badminton!!! I don't freaking care what reason it is this time...
I'M NEVER GONNA ASK YOU TO GO EVER AGAIN!!!
I don't want kana bang say again... already break record le...
Kana bang say 3 times, 2 for badminton, 1 for going out,
2 times never bring phone, all call you nvr pick up one
Don't call you go badminton le... hmph!
But today's game was still fun:D

Happy and Unhappy girl!

Sad life...

2009-02-26T01:47:00.002-06:00

Haiz... I feel so stupid...
I went to school but went back without taking my a maths test...
Stupid fever... make me so angry... stupid headache and flu... and sore throat...
I'm practically having a combine of all illnesses...
And I still have to study for bio and physics...
This physic topic is so hard! I barely understand it...
Gonna have another headache when I study Physics...
My life is so sad... have to study even though I'm obviously not feeling well... ...
Someone save me!!!

Sad girl!

CRAP!

2009-02-25T05:13:00.003-06:00

Crap! I think I screwed up my Chemistry... lols
And it's confirm I screw up my E Maths...
WAHH!!! E maths like shit sia... ...
I TOTALLY SCREWED IT UP!
And I think i screwed up my Chinese compo also...
Crazy... We had to write 600 words... 600 freaking WORDS!
It's confirm that I didn't write 600 words...
I'm so dead... haha but nvm...
I'll 'convince' my parents that they don't have to go for the parent-teacher dialogue.
Then they don't have to know my marks :D ...
Actually... they'll still have to sign them...
OH NO!!! CRAP~!!!
Oh no... how?! great! I screw up almost every test... Argh! stupid...
And Guess What?! I'm having FEVER! shit...
And tmr i have a maths test! How can things get any WORSE?!

Stressed & SICK girl!!!

Crazy bout BADMINTON!!!

2009-02-23T06:17:00.003-06:00

Haha Common test is not even over... actually...
it just started haha and I'm already looking forward to it
I'll already figured out who to play with who and what court
I'm so excited cause I'll be able to play my hands off and sweat til I'm happy
I don't see why some people hate to sweat... it feels so refreshing
It makes me feel renewed
I'm so freaking excited:DD
OMG can't wait:D I think i need some drug to make me stabilize... XD
other people need drugs to make them high
i need drugs to keep me from going too high haha!
I need to freaking calm down lols too high...
BUT I'M SO EXCITED!!! BADMINTON! CAN PLAY MY HANDS OFF!!!
HAHA and I'm so gonna win bi xiang next week:D
Be prepared to meet guys bi xiang! Don't underestimate me!

A girl that's too high

My Way of getting rid of anger

2009-02-21T23:27:00.002-06:00

Had two full hours of tennis today:D
Even though I'm tired but I'm happy
The best way to get rid of anger is via exercise
And to me... tennis or badminton is the best :D
I feel totally care-free and light:D
But I'm not in mood of studying... but a lot of test is coming up... so sad...
Haiz... should i force myself to study or... just rest?
Plus I'm a Total Idiot to leave some of my subjects in school...
Idiot... lols
Oh... and i had delicous dumplings for lunch:D
Totally scrumptious! Homemade :D
Well... I've nothing left to say... how many things can happen in a morning?
So you can't blame me for this boring entry:D
See ya!

A Happy Girl!

180 degree change of mood :D

2009-02-21T03:04:00.003-06:00

Guess this is the first time i realise how my mood can really change
HAHA... Yesterday i was so upset and now I'm flying on high
Guess my emotions change faster than turning a page... hehe
But luckily, even though I am easily angry, I'm easily happy as well.
Today I had my Chinese lesson in the morning...
It was a total joke... much laughter...
It made me feel much better.
And! I finally found the marker set i was looking for.
I was so HAPPY!!!
Hope i can actually maintain this mood for at least a day XD
Haiz... I still have tuition tonight... so sad but I'm gonna be happy bout it
Happiness doesn't come easily so... I'm gonna cherish it
At least today i am XD

A HAPPY GIRL!

Those bloody memories...

2009-02-20T04:58:00.004-06:00

For some reason... I'm feeling moody today...
Perhaps it's that i'm sleepy or it was the conversation i had yesterday night...
Actually... it was more of this morning... 12 am i think...
Maybe it's the memories that's making me change into a monster...
A monster that doesn't care... doesn't wanna talk... just wanna kill smo...
Those memories that made my blood boil is coming back...
Trying hard to cool myself down but to no avail...
Those memories that make me so angry i cried...
So angry that i can't even breathe ... those heartaches that i don't wanna go through again...
Those memories that cut me so deep into my heart...
Those memories that practically cut me open for everyone to see...
Those FREAKING memories i run away from and try to bury everyday...
Is this some kind of Freaking test?!
To test my patience?test my tolerance?test my control?
Well... let me tell you... I've had enough... I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

How sad can my life get?

Bad Day for all of us

2009-02-19T07:15:00.002-06:00

Weirdly... today all of us are having a bad day.
Firstly, at the beginning of the day got scolded by teacher.
Secondly, friend cried and we all feel useless unable to do anything
Thirdly, another friend's things got stolen.
Fourthly, My friend was not the first time having things stolen.
Twice to be exact and that person completely hates her...
But if we ever catch that person... he/she will be dead meat...
Today we have to study for 2 test.
Today i sang my lungs out...
Today, my friend got buried in homework...
Hope tmr is a better day... Pray hard people...
And pray we all get good results for the Common Test we took today...
Wish everyone luck for the upcoming testes and those we already took :)

A Special voice in a Million

OMG I feel like vomiting

2009-02-18T05:06:00.002-06:00

Today class was really chaotic... since we only had like 2 hrs of lesson
Two of our teachers were on MC so we had so much free time haha
After school a group of us went to eat lunch!
It was so delicious but i was disappointed...
The kimchi doesn't taste like kimchi and it wasn't spicy at all
But we played truth and truth... lols cause we were at a public place.
My friend and I mixed a drink and at first it was super nice!
But in the end it tasted really gross!
I drank a whole mouth full and now i feel like pucking...
I feel my stomach twisting and turning...
Argh... gross... stupid drink...
Now let me tell you what's the content of it:
1. Lemonade
2. Green Tea
3. Pepsi
4. Root Beer
5. Mountain Dew
6. and other drinks
7. ICE CREAM!
result: freaking gross drink that might cause diarrhea & vomiting
Observation: Feeling nauseous
But it was fun haha i wonder if i drank the whole cup what will happen?
Better not find out haha
I have to study for 2 test tmr see you later blog!

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Exciting review

2009-02-17T07:24:00.004-06:00

Today just finished my first Bio Spa Exam...
Don't think I'll leak out anything ok? I won't!
But i think i won't get the marks i want... soo sad...
Enough bout exams... talking bout exams make me so pissed off...
Let's talk bout what my fren told me a few days ago i think...
Man... I'm so freaking pissed off...
That guy is such a... bastard sia....
He's so damn lucky I'm not a guy ...
Or else i think i'll punch him until even his mum also can't recognise...
Haha I know I'm violent... haha but isn't that what makes life fun?
All sorts of people & all sorts of things...
Now i sure wish i'm a guy... so that i can freaking punch the shit outta him...
Grr... the more i think bout it the more angry I am... stupid arsehole...

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Another boring day...

2009-02-16T08:16:00.007-06:00

Today was really boring... time seems to move slower than usual...
But tmr is my Bio SPA Exam... hope i do well...
And after receiving our stupid Pupil Academic Potential
It says that I'm suppose to get all As... like wth...
And guess what? It's higher than the one last year...
They are such cheaters... totally crazy...
They want us to put our targets and we can't put targets lower than expected
Then wth can i fill in? Crazy people...
Today I'm missing Taiwan even more...
After posting sceneries of Taiwan on Facebook,
I really miss Taiwan... and my Xiao Bai...
Haiz... this year really must work hard...
The worst thing that can ever happen is my brain explode that's all
Nth really serious bout that...
Everyone's working hard so I must too... JIA YOU!

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Opening Ceremony

2009-02-15T05:02:00.007-06:00

Let People Hear Our Voices,
Scream at the top of our lungs.
Let People Hear Our Voices,
Those who think we have none.
All are special none is the same,
All are unique none is invisible.
Let People Hear Our Voices,
Give 'em a piece of our mind.
Let Them know what we think,
And Let Us change their Minds.
We are the new generation,
One that is able to change the world.
It starts from everyone of us,
Every single one.

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Just Breathe

2nd Half of Summer

Finally after a long wait...

First Snow Fall! (:

Going To Houston!

AWESOME DAY!

Bitter-Sweet!

STUDY!

Count my blessings!

BACK!

BLOGGING AGAIN!

4 Days More!

Few more post to go!

YAY!

It's almost over!

Shitty O level!

Contact!

Trying to take life slowly...

Graduated!

Feeling light today!

BOREDOM!

What happened to my hair?!

Seoul Garden!♥

Preparing for a WAR!

Retarded Week~!

Fa la la la la la la~

TOFEL!

Third day after Prelims!

Second Day after Prelims!

First day After Prelims!

Country Club Dinner~!

Confused emotions!

Screwed & in deep shit!

So tired...

PRELIM & PLANS!

SURPRISE!

Basking In The Sun & Walking In The Rain

STUDY DATE! :D

No way but straight

Offically 16!!! WOOHOO~!

Birthday Celebration with Family!

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION! :D

Thought It through & Found my answer

Emotions

Screw up!

Freaking pissed

Imagination Running Wild

First Post In Chinese

Shu Xian's Birthday! :D

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

YAY!

Bloody hell

Last day til school reopens...

HAHA! hi again!:D

MACRITCHIE WALK!!!

June 02 2009 <3

BRIDGE!!!

Worse day ever!!!

Who says i live an unhealthy life?!

BOO!

FREAKING TIRED!!!

Compiled!

A random thought

OH NO!!!

*Yawns*

Too in love with skullcandy

GREAT NEWS!!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIEL!!!

Bad news coming more and more!

Disappointed and pissed

Sad Day today...

BESTEST XD TENNIS GAME EVER!

Pressurised

Hai Carnival:D

REQUEST FROM DEAR SIS:D

Happy Outing:D

Freaking Retarded!

OMG i saw smt i WANT!!! SHITTT!!! >.<

Busy Busy Busy Day~

A Vow For The World To See

Yawns